Romantic love is a mental illness

2007-05-20T14:01:00.000+08:00

Farewell.

Listen up, YO!
hahaha.
I'm changing to livejournal.
Finally.
LINK ME OKAY.
MY COOL NEW BLOG!
HTTP://DJ-JENND.LIVEJOURNAL.COM
Hover over the thingaling above if you're too lazy to type in.
Haha.
Farewell blogger.
It was good while it lasted.
It's not you, it's me.
haha.

2007-05-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

Forever Young.

Woohoo. I can now use colour!(((:

Have been night-studying since monday.
Has been pretty productive.
Thanks to all my night study partners!
Yunzeeeee, Kat, Ting, Sam (Hybrid Rabbit), Charlene, PP, Weixin, Feline.
Yay.
Doing math like crazy these past few days (and nights).
It's quite fun to do once you've got the hang of it.

OH!
And today's pre-night study super fun!
Went to eat at Coronation Plaza, Golden Rooster.
Chicken chop!
Laughed our ass off talking about the most exciting school couple break up yet.
Thinking of potential future boyfriends for the girl also known as "The Dirty Golden Belle"
HAHAHA.
Had fun yall!

Right before night study was DAMNNN FUNNY!
(Talking about THE breakup)
Sam's friend brings up the topic.
Everyone's like 'Whoa, breaking news all'
Everyone else joins in, laughs like mad.
Sam's Friend: (Imitates CNN broadcaster)(!)
Sam: AMSTERDAM BROKE UP WITH KIMCHI.
I LAUGH LIKE MAD!
ME: (disapproving tone) 1 month pass expiry date pass already.
EVERYONE LAUGHS KNOWINGLY.
I then remind PP about her even worse statement about how the expiry date is shorter.
EVERYONE LAUGHS.!

If you don't live under a rock and you are in CJ, you know for sure what's THE breakup.

I LOVE NIGHTSTUDY LA. I so totally love my friends yall, like ohmygawd(!)HAHA.
Love, DJ JennD (!)
New name cool yes?

2007-05-13T15:31:00.000+08:00

Nevermore.

The blogger thing is still damn weird!

Bleaghhh.

I think it's just my computer.

But I don't know eh.

Arghh. I want to change to Livejournal but I'm too lazy to change now.

I am not much of a change person.

ANYWAYS, Friday was Lit Night!

It was great (((:

Really, besides the whole 7 poems reading. Was intrigued by the first few but lost interest subsequently.

ANYWAYS, our class did this like dramatization of Edgar Allan Poe's 'The Raven'

Was great. Even though we didn't win. But we didn't even know it was a competition thing. So you know.

Winson was great as the lead character, the persona or whatever. Haha. Don't know how to call it la.

But yes, he was impressive especially at the last part. I think everyone was shocked.

Nick was the raven, and he did well. Haha.
Laughed our heads off at his entrance with Sam where he blew out her candle.

Damn funny.

The narrators! Whoo. They did a fantastic job reading. Really nice projected voices all. Seriously

Sam, Kat, Wei Xin, Charlene, Zehra, Priscilla.

Yeahh and everyone looked so pretty!

Haha. Got picture all. Stole from Stelli's and Charlene's blog.

hahaha.

Okay, anyways, MATH IS KILLING ME.

LITERALLY.

Gosh, I'm even dreaming of it.

I am so gonna fail midyears which is next week!

BLEAGHHHH.

BUT I HAVE TO PASS.

BLEAGHH.

HELP HELP.

2007-05-06T15:08:00.000+08:00

Hang Me Up To Dry.

My blogger thing is weird. Or maybe it's like the new improved thing. It's like all the tools are all over the place.
I prefer the old, more organised one.

Anyways, this past week has been a total ohmygosh week.
What with TWO tutorial outlines and a history test.
And other stuff. Which I have yet to complete.
My gosh, I'm so glad I survived.
((:

I probably survived because of the thought that dear Szeming, Ting and Charissa were coming over to play monopoly and have fun.
And we did! Although Charissa decided to go back home )):
Haha, Ting was the market spoiler who spoilt markets for me, szeming and my sister.
Haha. Stupid girl!
Yepp, my parents being so hospitable and all bought for them doughnuts and all that.
And was so nice to them!
Haha, after they left, they scolded me for not cleaning up my room enough. HAHA!
Yepp, really had fun!

Anyways, you know just when you thought the stress is all over, you get stressed out all over just that it's about a different thing altogether.
LIT NIGHT!
Firstly there's the skit thing we have yet to prepare but are supposed to present it on TUESDAY!
AND also there's the more important issue ( at least for me) of what to wear!
My god, I've never been this stressed out for lit... EVER.
Bleaghhh.
I am planning not to look like a loser at lit night.
WHERE EVERYONE'S PROBABLY GONNA WEAR DAMN GLAM DRESSES!
I thought of wearing a dress, but decided against it.

So anyways, I bought a top which in my opinion is super nice ((:
I'm super happy with it.
Probably the first time, I've been happy with something I bought for more than 2 days.
I usually regret after 24 hrs.

I hope I'm not underdressed man.
It's almost like a dress rehearsal to prom.
God, help me.

I hope my dad can apply for more credit cards, them maybe we'll have more Takashimaya vouchers.

((:

OHMYGOSH. My blogger is so weird. I can't even add colour and bold and all that stuff. Bleaghh.
My world's turning upside down.

2007-04-30T20:51:00.000+08:00

Brighter Than Sunshine.

Happy Birthday Goh Szeming!!!
You're 18.
I LOVE YOU OKAY.
Please don't let my love for you be overshadowed by R_ _ _ _ _ _!
You know who right? Haha. Joking.
Anyways, Thanks for being my friend despite my lameness!

Yepp, it's her birthday. We gave her this thingy thing. Like vanguard or something. Pictures will be up soon.
Charissa prepared it, so THANK YOU!
Yay. I can't wait for the pictures.
I was supposed to go for this dinner thing with Ting, Szeming and Charissa BUT my mom's been pretty anal about me coming home late and all this past week so I decided to be good.
NOTE: Latest I've been home this week is 9-ish! WTH.
I think I'm totally being classified a loser now.
Bleaghh.
Off days for my mom are evidently not good!

OHH YES! I FORGOT ONE VERY IMPORTANT DETAIL.
OUR FAMILY FINALLY OWNS A GODDAMN CAR!
God, like finally.
No more lying to the cab driver that I'm sec 3 anymore just so we can fit 4 people into the back seat. Although, I can certainly pass off as sec 3, which is just purely depressing.
Haha.
But yes, we got a car, but I've yet to experience my first ride to school.
I'm so excited for it, that I was so upset about the labour day holiday. Haha.
But, I've got tons of work to catch up on, so this holiday's definitely a blessing.

Oh, so anyways, the eye-candy I've been secretly... eyeing on is not my eye-candy anymore.
Haha, it wasn't so much of a secret.
Whole class got to know of my disgustingly bad taste in boys.
Apparently this guy is kind of like a disgusting loser la.
Like a wannabe loser.
Not the nice kind of loser that I am.

I always pick the wrong boys.
I thought I could finally eye-candy someone for the FIRST time in CJ, but apparently not.
Bleaghh.
The last eye-candy I had had suicidal tendencies back at Innova like 1 1/2 years ago.
HAHA.
Gosh, I should stick to older men la.
Seriously, like James Spader. ((:
Correction: Charming old men.
Haha.

Speaking of which, Vivian Balakrishnan is coming over to my block, or somewhere nearby for a 'Meet The People' session.
((:
Super exciting.
He IS a charming old man!
Haha.

I'm tired already.
Bye.((:

2007-04-28T15:23:00.000+08:00

Love Songs. ((:

1. Brand New Colony by The Postal Service.
2. New Slang by The Shins.
3.Passenger Seat by Death Cab For Cutie.
4. I will Follow You Into The Dark by Death Cab For Cutie.
5. The Investigation by Sugarcult.
6. Singing Softly To Me By Kings Of Convenience.
7. Such Great Heights by The Postal Service/ Iron & Wine.
-- The Iron&Wine version would be perfect for a wedding! ((:
8. Love and Some Verses by Iron & Wine.
9. Closer By Joshua Radin.
10. The Fear You Won't Fall by Joshua Radin
11. Northern Sky by Nick Drake
12. Pink Moon by Nick Drake
13. It's Good To Be In Love by Frou Frou.
14. Say Yes by Elliott Smith
15. Between The Bars by Elliott Smith.
16. Ever So Sweet by The Early November.
17. Run by Snow Patrol
18. Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol.
19. Lock Sprot Krock by Nikola Sarcevic
20. Look After You by The Fray
21. Be Be Your Love by Rachael Yamagata
22. Crown of Love By Arcade Fire
23. Sway by The Perishers
24. Simple, Starving To Be Safe by Daphne Loves Derby
25. Gotta Have You by The Weepies
26. Closer by Travis.
27. This Never Happened Before by Paul McCartney
28. Spiders by Lovedrug
29. Brightest by Copeland
30. By My Side by Copeland

Yep, these are my favourite-est love songs for now.
Check them out if possible.
Most of the songs can be heard on http://www.radioblogclub.com.
((:
Enjoy.!

2007-04-28T11:18:00.000+08:00

The Comeback.

Ok, the long-awaited little lesson about designer jeans is here. Haha.
Maybe, it's not so long-awaited but definitely for me.
Gosh, I feel super enlightened.

True Religion.

True Religion Brand Jeans was established in December of 2002 to take denim in a refreshing new direction. The Los Angeles based premium denim company has become known for its intense attention to detail: from the fashion-forward seams, to the remarkable embroidery and innovative hand-sanded vintage washes, True Religion Brand Jeans has distinguished itself as a leader in the high-end denim market for men, women and kids. The line also includes a myriad of colored corduroy pants, skirts, shirts, shorts, jackets, blazers, hoodies, T-shirts and everything in between.

Price: USD171++++++++

Citizens of Humanity.

Citizens of Humanity sells both mens' and womens' jeans, and womens' skirts as well. Their jeans are marked with a signature twisted "h" on their back pockets.
Citizens of Humanity's jeans are noted for their universal fit. Unlike other designer brands, the Humanity waistband is not contoured, making it much more accomodating. Some jeans are stretch (2%) but most remain rigid (100% cotton). Overall, Humanity jeans are clean, simple, and basic.

Seven For All Mankind / 'Sevens'.

Michael Glasser and Jerome Dahan started the 7 for All Mankind brand in early 2000. The two partners brought in Peter Koral of L'Koral for financial backing. Dahan and Glasser, denim designers who had worked in the apparel industry for years, created the company in response to what they saw as a void in the contemporary denim market. Fashion denim had not been seen in the United States for over 20 years and the most popular style for apparel was baggy, street-inspired jeans. Focusing on women's denim bottoms, the company enjoyed near-overnight success because of the fit, fabrics, washes, attention to detail, and the iconic swooping logo that adorned the product's back pockets. A myriad of designer denim upstarts followed Seven in Los Angeles, making it the world center for casual fashion.

Ok, so that's all for now. There're only 3 now. Will find more if there's a need to.

That is when I have more money. Since all these brands cost a minimum of probably SGD200.00. So you know. Haha.

But it's motivation enough to start saving alot of money.

Byee!

2007-04-25T22:56:00.000+08:00

Why Does It Always Rain On Me?.

I figured the song title would be perfect because it has been raining incessantly.
But I like it.
Especially when it rains when I'm listening to the song. I feel extremely happy.
Although, I gather, it's not really supposed to be a happy song. I don't know. It sounds so cheery though.

ANYHOW, today was a great day. Firstly, I did some research on designer jeans/cult branded jeans. Or however you'd want to call them. Haha.
Winson, Sam and Jessie were talking about all these weird brands of jeans that I was totally clueless about.
Sigh. They're all so expensive anyway.
No wonder I don't know.
I'll just stick to Levi's and GAP.
Haha.

Anyways, I'll post my findings on the jeans tomorrow ALONG with my love song playlist which I have compiled ((:
Confirm heart-melting songs.
Gosh, my english was so... off. Bleaghh.

Ohh, anyways, I was such a smiley person going home today.
Haha.
Probably because of the talk with dear ever-so-fascinated Ting and also,
because I might have seen a special someone at the bus stop.
HAHAHA.
He's relatively good-looking only la. And you know how that's a rare sight in CJ. Haha.
((:

And also, because my 'Chill-Out Songs' playlist played 'Why Does It Always Rain On Me' again, while it was raining. My list has about 120 songs by the way, so the odds are quite low that the song was actually played and that it was also played on a rainy day eh.

Sounds so H1 math. Probability I think. What's the probability that both events will happen?
Bleaghhh.

No wonder I'm failing math.
Sigh.

2007-04-24T22:16:00.000+08:00

It's Good To Be In Love.

Hello! I'm supposed to be studying econs now according my well-planned time-table. But I'm procrastinating a bit.
Gonna watch Heroes in a bit! Gosh, like finally after god knows how many months!
SUPER EXCITED.

OHH. And speaking about excited.
I just heard the new single from Snow Patrol called Signal Fire which is gonna be featured on the Spider-Man 3 soundtrack.
And the song's damn good!
Really.
It's the same old same old basically.
But I love their same old stuff.
You'll definitely like it if you loved 'Open Your Eyes' and 'Run'
Yepp. AND THE LYRICS ARE WONDERFUL.!

The perfect words never crossed my mind,
'cause there was nothing in there but you.
I felt every ounce of me screaming out,
But the sound was trapped deep in me.
All I wanted just sped right past me.
While I was rooted fast to the earth,
I could be stuck here for a thousand years,
Without your arms to drag me out.

There you are standing right in front of me
There you are standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety

No I don't wanna wait forever

In the confusion and the aftermath,
You are my signal fire.
The only resolution and the only joy,
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes.

There you are standing right in front of me
There you are standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety.

There you are standing right in front of me
There you are standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety.

No I don't wanna wait forever.

Such a sigh-able song eh.

2007-04-22T22:54:00.000+08:00

Caring Is Creepy.

Was just re-listening to some songs that I haven't listened to in a while. And I came across a song that I haven't listened to in DAMN LONG.
Brand New Colony by The Postal Service.
It's the perfect love song! Seriously.
I decided that it will be played at my wedding. ((:
There's this one line which is damn beautiful and it applies to me;

I'll be the platform shoes and undo what heredity's done to you...
You won't have to strain to look into my eyes

And so after, thinking about that, I realised that I want to come with a list of potential wedding songs. It's still being done. So, it will be my next post. ((: So exciting!

Anyways, I predict this week is gonna be a hectic week. I've given myself a sort of study time table that I plan to obediently follow.
OH! I went shopping at Popular the other day. Haha. Sounds so unglam.
Anyways, yes I did. And I bought alot of stuff that would hopefully allow me to be more organized and what not. Like files. And lit notebooks for... Lit. I realised I keep losing my foolscap! Bleaghh.

So yeah, hopefully this time, my attempt at being organised will last a while. My previous two attempts in the last 4 months have failed miserably. Like really. I became even more disorganised. But I have a good feeling about the third time eh.

Haha.
Sigh. Just wish me luck for the weeks ahead.

2007-04-17T21:41:00.000+08:00

In The Waiting Line.

Today started off with a huge shock. Read the newspapers in the morning and saw the front page news about the University campus Massacre that killed freaking 33 people including the gunman himself.
Gosh.
I think if anyone were to go to American, the person probably has a 1 in 5 probability that he/she will be shot or something.
Seriously.
America seriously has to do something about the Second Amendment and control the freaking gun culture.

Anyways, besides the shocking awful news, there was still happiness waiting after 2 pm.
Free Cone Day at Ben & Jerry's.
Like woohoo! IT WAS FREE.
I had a chunky monkey AND sweet cream and cookies.
Heh. Great fun and I was a happy girl all.
Free Ice Cream!

Anyways, after that went to sit and talk at this eating place thingy thing at The Cathay.
They ate some oyster thing which was super smelly.
And we talked.
and GOSSIPPED !
Haha. Gossiping really makes time pass by DAMN fast la.

Anyways, after a while it was just left with four of us; Me, Szeming, Feline and Randall.
And dear Randall had to comment on how the damn skinny girls in school are actually a little fat!
Making me feel like a damn dinosaur!
ROAR!
Hence, I have decided to lose weight.
I have lost a big of weight though since the start of school.
I think. Either that or the weighing machine's spoilt.
Either way, I wouldn't want to know.
So anyways, lose weight it is.

OR I can just tell myself that Indians should be big and voluptuous.
Haha. Whichever works. Bleaghhhhhhh.

Oh and I also realised that ugly people have a one in a million chance of getting a boyfriend or whatever.
Because, according to Randall, no one goes for personality first. Looks come first.
HAHA. Sad!
Not that I want one la.
But felt super demoralised. )):

But actually ah, although I have come to terms with my ugliness and have also come to accept it, I totally feel comfortable. I wouldn't want to have any other face.
Hmmm. Does that make sense?
As long as I'm happy.

"I was happier then with no mind-set"
-New Slang by The Shins.

2007-04-07T10:55:00.000+08:00

I so totally cannot wait. Gosh.

2007-04-02T21:18:00.000+08:00

The Fear You Won't Fall.

I am supposed to do my tutorial outline but something about the 'Golden Age of Capitalism' is putting me off.
Bleaghh.
Anyways, we were supposed to do 2.4 today; even psyched myself throughout the whole weekend for it.
BUT, we got to play soccer. Thankfully. It was like OMGosh hot!
So anyways, soccer was fun!
Tiring nonetheless.
I scored a goal.
It was supposed to be a rather proud moment don't you think? But it turned into a rather embarassing moment thanks to Nick of course.
Yunxi scored 2 goals eh. Hidden talent.

Today was filled with quite a few embarassing moments. Well, at least I survived the monday blues.
Thanks to the song Grace Kelly by Mika.
Such a happy song.
All his songs are great though.
I never knew pop music could make me so happy.
Thank God he doesn't have the cheesy dance moves which mimic words ala boybands.

2007-03-31T21:35:00.000+08:00

Everybody Needs Fence To Lean On.

The words Blueberry Vodka has been stuck in my head.
Kat knows why. Haha.
Some retard apparently brought Blueberry Vodka to school in an F&N bottle.
Bleaghh.
And you'd think people who went to JC are supposedly smarter.
Evidently, this is not true.
Anyways, this week has been the week where you can catch up on your sleep. No tests. Hardly any MAJOR assignments.
Next week though it's gonna be a killer.
I have an econs test. And the topic is seriously a killer.
I have a math test. And I have to do well.
So that when my parents see that I managed to get a 20 for common tests, they would actually manage to recover from the heart attack seeing how I managed to pass the test.

2007-03-19T23:13:00.001+08:00

Caught By The River

Hello. I seem to blogging more nowadays eh.
I suppose I am relatively free for now.
I finished most of my assignments during the holidays.
Yepp. Just finished cleaning the house.
With the absence of my parents, the house has almost become a pig sty.
I think there was a grammatical error there but I'm too lazy to correct it.

Haha. Anyways, been cleaning the house because parents coming back tomorrow at 6-ish in the evening.
So want to give them a pleasant surprise.

Anyways, pleasant surprise is what I did not get this morning or rather the whole day.
Econs common test, didn't do as well as I would have liked.
AND I STUDIED.
Bleaghh.BLEAGHH.

Mass PE was bad. But I didn't exert myself that much. Was too lazy to tell myself 'I could do it.' Not that that would work BUT I try.

Just a couple more weeks till NAPFA. I am praying to God I would freaking pass.
Standing Broad Jump, you watch out.

2007-03-19T17:40:00.000+08:00

Mr. Blue

Hello. Oh gosh, school's starting tomorrow.
Bleagh.
I am so not prepared for all the upcoming assignments
AND the assignments which are not completed as yet.
Arghh.
I am supposed to do my PBL but I'm looking for every possible reason not to do it.
Nevermind. I will start in ten minutes' time.
Anyways, not having your parents at home for 5 days can be pretty boring
AND ANNOYING.
My sister has automatically taken the role of my mom when by default I'm the one supposed to play mom.
Bleaghh.
But she is treating me like how my mom would treat me BUT worst. haha.
Like I'm some irresponsible, immature kid who doesn't know how to clean up after myself.
SO not true.!
I know how to clean up after myself okay. When the situation calls for it.
So anyways, she goes to school and CALLS me from school to fold the clothes or do the laundry.
WTH.
Even my mom doesn't do that.
Bleaghh.
I feel 8 instead of a going-to-be-18-soon kid.

OHMYGOSH! School's today! Considering the time is 12.19 AM.
Bleaghh.
Someone hit me with a bat please.
Or reality will get to me first.

I will survive.
Bleagh.

2007-03-14T23:27:00.000+08:00

Bleaghh. Confirm can't go for the Rachael Yamagata. Can't even afford the 40 bucks student concession. Plus I wouldn't have anybody to go with. AND THEY ARE SOLD OUT. ONLY 60 BUCKS AND 118 BUCKS AVAILABLE.
Bleaghhhh. I really like her. )):
I thought I could manage and save up on time. Like the Muse concert. Somehow managed to get money on time. Or maybe get tickets sponsored by my uncle.
Unfortunately, she aint popular enough for my cousin to know her, HENCE no free tickets.
God, I need to get a job.
SOON.
If it weren't for the A's.
Gosh.
Anyways, moving on.
I need to get my homework done.
I attempted today, but the source based confused me like shit.
I was so confused, I started daydreaming.
I've been daydreaming alot lately.
It's so not my thing. Haha.

Anyways, parents leaving for India tomorrow.
My mom especially thinks that she's leaving for Mars or something.
So totally anxious.
She's scared to leave her 3 totally mature, level-headed daughters alone at home.
Okay, maybe only one of them ((: is mature and level-headed.
But I'm sure we'll manage.
Plus, it's only for four days.

Oh yes, since it's the holidays, and I'm kind of taking a break but still trying to balance wor rather unsuccessfully... but I tried.
So anyways, since I only have ten bucks left, I have to unfortunately restrain myself from going out.
And hence, I have found a few new TV shows that are totally worth staying at home for.
The first one is this show called "The Black Donnellys"
Firstly, the Donnellys are NOT black.
Haha. It's basically this drama about four brothers and how one of the brothers, Tommy Donnelly sacrifices everything to take of his other 3(Most of them are screw-ups) brothers.
Yeah. He basically killed two Mob bosses, the Italian Mob boss and the Irish Mob boss to save his terribly screwed up brother Jimmy Donnelly.
And in the process, he loses the only girl he's ever loved his entire life.
Damn nice show.
A bit of violence. Morbid, dark humour. But all worth it.
I hope this show comes to Singapore. But I highly doubt it, it doesn't have stellar ratings although, the ratings are up and critics are raving about it.

And the other show is a sitcom called "The Winner". It's about a loser basically, a guy who's 32, still lives in his parents' house- never had a job/only kissed a girl once BY ACCIDENT/still a virgin.
Haha.
The show's damn funny as he starts exploring his "wonder years" together with his 14 year old sidekick and new best friend, also the son of the woman he's always loved.
DAMN FUNNY.

But seriously, go check out The Black Donnellys on youtube. It doesn't have a crazy plot like Lost, Prison Break or Heroes or whatever. Just real hardcore drama. It's a breath of fresh air actually.

Anyways, there's a video of the ending scenes of 'The Black Donnellys' where Tommy decides to save his screw up brother Jimmy by killing both Mob bosses. Song's absolutely wonderful.

2007-03-14T23:16:00.000+08:00

2007-03-12T19:45:00.000+08:00

World Spins Madly On.

So, Friday night was rockafella night. All the bands were good actually, I was expecting a few screw-ups here and there but no one screwed up that bad. Pretty memorable night, with the hilariously entertaining but still awesome Vacuum Cleaners band ( it's truly the revenge of the nerds) and the 5 minutes moshing experience; to Muse's Hysteria ((: Yepp, worth the ten bucks I paid.

Anyways, I was wondering if knowing a secret of a person makes you closer to the person by default. Haha. Just a thought. Was watching Notes On A Scandal so you can see where I get my randomness from.

OH MY GOD. I am so freaking bored it's un-freaking-believable. BLEAGHH. I should start on my assignments but I just can't get started no matter how much I try.
Gosh.
God, help me get rid of this boredom NOW.!

I realised that school and the whole idea of going to school keeps me sane, if not, I'll die from boredom. COUPLED WITH THE FACT that there's no food and I'M BROKE. AGAIN.

I'm cranky.
I look like a horse (?)
I am black.
I am cranky.
Cranky and Black ->Ugly sight.
Cranky Cranky Cranky.

bleagh.

2007-03-04T15:17:00.000+08:00

Life is beautiful
We live until we die

When you run into my arms
We steal a perfect moment.
Let the monsters see you smile
Let them see you smilling.

Do I hold you too tightly?
When will the hurt kick in?

Life is beautiful, but it's complicated.
We barely make it.
We don't need to understand,
There are miracles, miracles.

Yeah, life is beautiful.
Our hearts, they beat and break.

When you run away from harm,
Will you run back into my arms,
Like you did when you were young?
Will you come back to me?

I will hold you tightly
When the hurting kicks in.

Life is beautiful, but it's complicated,
we barely make it.
We don't need to understand,
There are miracles, miracles.

Stand where you are.
We let all these moments pass us by.

It's amazing where I'm standing,
There's alot that we can give.
This is ours just for the moment,
There's alot that we can give

Life Is Beautiful by Vega4

2007-03-04T15:05:00.000+08:00

Hello!
CT's are FINALLY OVER.
I was planning to enjoy my weekend before the confirm terrible results come in.
BUT, I have history SBQ to do. Gosh.
So, anyways, this past week has been pretty hectic with all the studying, worrying and headaches and what not.
So, survived the terrible CT's, watched The Pursuit Of Happyness again. Legally, this time.
Haha.
Next day ate Pepper Lunch for the first time after results.
Damn good, but was quite stressed over the cooking and all.
Heh. Talked about pretty deep(?) stuff with Ting, Szeming.
Was rather enlightening.
Then went off for Lit Film Night at school straight after.
Zehra looked damn hot but still managed to look scary, even managed to scare Ting.
Heh.
Our half of the cohort watched this black and white gothic film called 'The Raven'
Super cliched. But still managed to have the scare factor. Pretty cool. And funny.

Yep. ANYWAYS, I MANAGED TO CLEAR TAMIL. Not exactly a pass, but don't have to retake. It's the minimum requirement so yeah. Not too good. But I'm okay with it. AND surprisingly, it's good for my mother too.
But she was on medication at the time, so God knows whether she actually fully comprehended what I got.
S and a pass for oral.
Bleagh.

Hopefully, the A's would be better.
I really want to do well seeing how alot of people did reasonably well this year.

Sigh.

2007-02-19T14:37:00.000+08:00

I'd Rather Dance With You.

Common tests are coming soon and I don't even feel ready at all. Bleaghh.
But I'm studying.
So that's good.
Anyways, I feel that something's not right with me.
Or maybe it's just my sister bothering me.
She keeps saying I'm depressed... just because I've been studying more than usual lately.
Crazy cat.

I'm trying very desperately to find a nice layout for friendster, saves me from the terrible thing called boredom. But I just feel more frustrated.
I think doing math is so much better.
I'm such a noob.
And I seriously need to get a computer like soon.
I think this computer is so old that it's probably considered an antique; like one of those first generation computers.
So any antique lovers, please do consider my almost-antique computer.

I want to buy so many goddamn things but I'm so broke.
I've got 2 books I want to buy.
A whole lot of CD's-- due to my resolution to actually buy more albums instead of d/lding.
Gosh.
OHH! My father just bought a car a couple of days back. It's arriving on the 25/4.
So have to wait for quite a while.
BUT! Purchasing a car= cutting down on other expenses.
Therefore, my original plan of asking for a raise in allowance has to be scraped. Bleaghh.

2007-02-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

You Have My Attention.

Bleaghh. This blog is close to being dead. Have to resuscitate all and hence I'm here. The oppurtunity cost of blogging is of course doing studying for my history SBQ test tomorrow. I don't know if I phrased that right.

Anyways, have had a pretty bad start to the week. Firstly, the death of a family member. It was rather depressing seeing how she was so cheery but ended up doing a stupid thing. Sigh. But this has thought me to be more aware of the people around me, to detect any problems. So please, anyone who has problems or what, talk to someone, anyone.

My whole family is still at shock over this tragedy and don't think we'll ever be able to get over it. Goes to show how much the family suffers.

Anyways, this freaking morning, me and my sisters got freaking screamed at on the bus by some absolute stranger.
Literally screaming.
Scared the freaking shit out of us I tell you.
I have never ever been scolded like that in my entire life.
Thank God, CJ's only one bus stop away.
God, I seriously start shaking everytime I think about it.
Bleaghhh.

Valentines' Day is tomorrow eh! Reminds me of my very depressing lack of a love life.
But nevermind, single is good.
Enjoy the single days.!
Hopefully, I won't be enjoying these days for the rest of my life.
But V-day is also a good day to spend with friends so not so bad.
The exchanging of cookies, chocolates etc.
All so fun.
But of course, it'd be nice to have some sort of surprise on V-day.
Haha.
Dream.

But but but but... I'm not desperate.
Just that this year, there're so many damn couples within CJ itself, it's kinda hard not to notice that having that special someone is actually quite special.
I don't think I am making sense.

My sister told me that if I continue to look like a horse/bird/ God knows what other animal AND continue to act retarded and supposedly immature(?!?!?!), I will remain single for the rest of my life.
Plus the fact that I'm Indian supposedly makes me more undesirable...

ACCORDING TO MY SISTER AH. She is this super anti-Indian kid.

Obviously, she's never looked at the mirror before. Haha. Retarded kid.

Oh! And I realised that I like CJ and my class the oh-so-wonderful 2T04 a lot a lot better this year. Like a lot better. Maybe it's because of the classroom... maybe not. haha.
Nevertheless, I'm happy knowing I'm in a class like 2T04.

2007-02-01T22:43:00.000+08:00

My first sushi. ((:

Haven't blogged for a while, BUT everything's going great! Alot of stuff happened from the last blog post till now and I'm oh so excited to share! First's first, I successfully survived the countless tests and not to mention homework which includes the irritatingly irritating PBL Assignment. On the freaking UN. Killer. Yepp, I think Superman helped me survive!

So anyways, after the damn stressful week, our class decided to have a barbeque at Charlene's place. Charlene's place I tell you is like a freaking 6 star hotel room. The girl's got a huge ass TV. Nice flooring. A freaking huge shoe cabinet... with shoes in it. I have a huge cabinet too but it's empty from the lack of shoes. Anyways, yeah, you go to her room, and you'll see your dream bedroom. Or maybe even better.

She's got a freaking walk-in closet. With a wonderful underwear drawer. Sigh.

Anyways, we went shopping and all for the barbeque then started to get ready at the pit. All fun stuffwith exciting episodes like the great rat scurrying around. Haha. Fun stuff!

OH YES! Before the barbeque, I FINALLY ATE MY VERY FIRST SUSHI! Ting, Charlene and Sze Ming thought it was time to eat sushi and I did. I had a violent reaction though but the sushi was quite good. ((: Got picture all!

Okay, besides that went for the Hoobastank gig. Had free tickets so had no choice. Haha. But they're quite friendly but when you have muse to compare to, it's obviously not as good. BUT BUT I took a lot a lot of pictures. The only thing I enjoyed doing. I was super infront! And I only reached at about 1830! Wth. Shows the popularity huh.

Anyways, more work to do. See you soon!

2007-01-18T21:29:00.000+08:00

So, yesterday met Melissa, Claire, Pamela after what seemed like a million years.
All look so damn hot that I was a freaking ugly duckling.
Haha, but it was great to see them.
We ate at Billy Bombers and spent a bomb. Haha. Wasn't that bad la. Just wanted to say that.
But I am kind of broke now but nevermind all worth it.
Had fun laughing, had fun laughing t myself. Miss all the times. When they called me dinosaur all.
I'm glad to see they're all the same especially since alot of people have changed since secondary school and all.
Reminiscing the secondary school days, laughing at memories of Melissa sleeping, and some Jo Teo episodes were damnn fun.
Lol. I miss secondary school ((:

2007-01-17T22:38:00.000+08:00

Hello! ((:
I'm once again a happy girl and if I were do die now, I'd die smiling and of course, satisfied.
Yepp, Muse was great.
Worth the 95 bucks I saved for with my effort and maybe worth even more than that.

Everyone in class was telling me how some people were campipng overnight at Fort Canning and got me all scared and all that I wouldn't be able to see a thing because of my... shortness. So I decided to go there early even though Keisha and Shreeya end school at 5-ish. So anyways, went back to my place with Sze Ming and Kat and changed. Haha. They were ogling at all the hot people on the red carpet at the Golden Globes.

So anyways, later met Charissa and her friend, Denise. They ate lunch but I didn't cause I somehow didn't want to eat, an action which I ould later regret. Then they followed me to Fort Canning and waited a while then everyone left except dear Charissa. ((: Waited for me till Keisha arrived which was super super nice of her! Thank you! Yepp, talked and laughed away. And complaining about the smokers smoking and the smoke smell in our hair all. Bleaghh.
Then, Keisha arrived then soon after Shreeya arrived. And waited for a while. And we went in! ((:

So, anyways, had to wait for like 1 1/2 hours. Super stuffy, super crowded, super annoyed at all the people from behind trying to get infront all. So anyways, after much await, they came out!
And they played... my favourite song from their Black Holes and Revelations album, Knights Of Cydonia. The solo in the middle made my heart murmur millions of time. Singing along, jumping and all was damnn good. ((: Then they played all their good songs like Hysteria, New Born, Feeling Good, Invincible, Soldier's Poem, Bliss, Butterflies and Hurricanes AND three of my favourite-est songs from Muse. Plug-In Baby, Time is Running Out and Stockholm Syndrome. ((: They played other songs which of course included Starlight, Butterflies and Hurricanes and all.
Overall, it was damnn good. They sound DAMN GOOD LIVE!

My Claustrophobic problem kinda disappeared after a while, and I didn't mind so much that people were stepping on my shoes, pushing against me and all and that I was sweating like a pig and all.

Bleaghhh, I wished it didn't have to end so goddamn fast. Haha. Dreamt of the gig all at night. And everytime I think of it ah, my heart murmurs. haha. But he didn't interact as much but I guess I didn't mind. The music did all the talking. Oh yes, and the entire set was damn nice! ((:

I was glad that my first concert got to be Muse. I wouldn't wish for it to be any other band.

My heart murmurs as I think about it. Sigh. ((:

2007-01-12T20:05:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLO HELLO!
I AM A HAPPY HAPPY GIRL.
((:
Needless to say, I've survived the first 2 weeks of school AND still going strong.
My new found organization skills are helping me cope. I now write all my homework down instead of using my supposed good memory to remember.
So now, I do most of my homework on time.
But the reason why I actually do all my homework is because of my insomnia.
Haha. Not really insomnia but close to it. I can't sleep until it's like 2-plus and considering I wake up at 5.45 ish, it's quite bad, but fortunately I don't really sleep in school. The tiredness kicks in at about 3 -ish.
Speaking of waking up early! I now have to go to school freaking early to open the door! Sounds retarded but yes, With power, comes responsibility. Bleaghh. haha. I'm so proud of myself that I am able to go to school early, cause those who know me know that I'm not very punctual.
Looks like there is gonna be a new and improved me this year. (((: Haha. I'm talking rubbish!

So anyways, because of this new found ability to sleep late, I have no choice but to do my homework so I can fall asleep.
Also, I have borrowed many books from Charissa in case I finish my homework 'early' or what.
So, sleeping late has it's advantages.
Anyways, Muse is in 4 days time. Gosh, I'm so excited, I can hardly breathe!
And yeah, I have been in a relatively good mood lately. ((:

Bye Bye Bye.

2007-01-05T21:45:00.000+08:00

School's started = Stress started. But I'm more motivated to work... for obvious reasons of course. I have to do well in the 'A's. I have decided to work doubly hard, complete all homework, consistent work and most importantly study for every test. Hopefully this isn't just talk eh.

Anyways, I have also been motivated to lose weight. And I'm actually taking serious action to do that. I have started on my action plan already. I resisted Ferrero Roche today which is a huge step considering how I love them and how they're the reason for my first weight gain in about 2 years. Bleaghh. Evill. And all the christmas stuff too. Sigh. Indian families just want to make you fat.

Haha, anyways besides that, school's been good to me. It's not as bad as it could be. I understand stuff. I only slept in one lecture so far. ((: That's a start eh. Oh yeah, today during lit, this teacher say that, if a person sleeps alot, he/she is probably stupid and dumb. Basically intelligent people are super energetic and active and all that. And they hardly sleep.

That just proves how freaking stupid I am. I sleep alot during school and all... well, I used to. Haha. I don't really sleep now but then again it's probably because school started. Well, we'll see. Plus I've been sleeping really late lately, at about 2-3 ish and wake about at about 7-ish. So, not that stupid eh? Maybe I'm just in denial. Sigh.

Apparently Margaret Thatcher sleeps for four hours and Thomas Edison never slept for more than one hour at a time.

Don't sleep. Smart
Sleep. Stupid.

This is the only way to get smart. Please let it work.
I'm such a loser it's un-freaking-believable.

Oh yes, I AM OFFICIALLY GOING FOR THE MUSE GIG! ((:
THE PURSUIT OF HAPPYNESS. ((:

2006-12-30T22:48:00.000+08:00

Hello Hello. ((:
I'm so shit excited. The probability of me going for the MUSE concert is now 0.7! Heh. I have the money. I have company. I just need one last thing. PERMISSION.
And the chances of my parents saying no is pretty high with what the A's coming up and all. BLeaghhh. HELP. This is a freaking once in a life time oppurtunity.
Arghh.

I really want to go. I think I'm gonna tell them I've got free tickets and there's no way they will let me pass up a free ticket. Typical Singaporeans. Plus. I should be home by 11 plus. So that should be alright. That is if I take a cab, but it'll probably be damn hard to get a cab. DAMN. I hate my life. Okay, nevermind can call cab. A few extra bucks won't matter right since I'm gonna be broke anyways.
I'm gonna lose a whole lot of weight. Finally.
Back to my Banana Cake diet once I'm back in school.
So that's 50 cents plus a 70 cents Milo.
Okay la. Should be alright.

Anyways, school's gonna start soon. Haven't completely finished any piece of homework. New Years' is gonna be spent rushing through.
Haven't really studied. Just read lit stuff but that's for entertainment purposes.
I'm so screwed.
Okay so since the end of the year is coming. I shall make a few of My Top 3 Favourite Lists.

Favourite 3 Movies of 2006

1. The Prestige
2. The Departed
3. Little Miss Sunshine AND The Last Kiss

Favourite 3 Dramas of 2006

1. Dexter
2. Prison Break
3. Heroes

Favourite 3 albums of 2006

1. Eyes Open by Snow Patrol
2. Black Holes And Revelations by Muse
3. The Crane Wife by The Decemberists.

2006-12-26T22:00:00.000+08:00

Merry Merry Christmas.
Christmas is not as exciting as it used to be. Lost its magic I guess.
Anyways, homework still not completed yet.
Didn't send out christmas cards.
Didn't buy everyone gifts.
God, this has been the worst Christmas when you see it from the "Giving Point of View"
Bleaghh. Tired. Catch you later.

2006-12-17T22:05:00.000+08:00

Time's 'Person Of The Year' is ME. ((:
And YOU of course.
Well, Time's 'Person Of The Year' is basically US. The bloggers which include me, the youtubers which also includes me and the myspacers which does not include me but friendster kindcounts right.
For once, I feel accomplished.
Haha.
I beat Iran's President Mahmoud Ahmadinejad.
Gosh. I've never been a winner in my life.

I so totally need a life.

2006-12-10T14:54:00.000+08:00

Your Ex-Lover is dead by Stars

God that was strange to see you again
Introuduced by a friend of a friend
Smiled and said 'Yes, I think we've met before'
In that instant it started to pour
Captured a taxi despite all the rain
We drove in silence across Pont Champlain
And all of the time you thought I was sad...
I was trying to remember your name.

This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
Tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in
Now you're outside me
You see all the beauty
Repent all your sin

It's nothing but time and a face that you lose
I choise to feel it and you couldn't choose
I'll write you a postcard,
I'll send you the news
From a house down the road from real love.

Live through this and you won't look back.

There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave.
You were what I want, I gave what I gave
I'm not sorry I met you,
I'm not sorry it's over,
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save.

This song is the song under the music section.

2006-12-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

If there's one reason to get all excited for the start of school next year, it has definitely got to be my brand new super duper nice and cool pencil BOX. The type of pencil box I've been looking for all year! Bought it from the Popular headquarters or so I'd like to call it at Bugis. And it's absolutely cool. For starters, it's a Superman pencil box!

And, it's got the cheesy superman flying pose. But it's alright. Still cool. Oh my gosh, I absolutely love it. I can't wait to buy stationery to fill my brand new lovely pencil box. ((:
Anyways, did alot of history research today. All the photocopying done is enough to fry my already fried brain! Spent about eight damn dollars on photocopying alone. I better pass this assignment man! Bleaghh, if I want to pass, I must then actually get started on it.

Bleaghh. I have to seriously better start studying consistently. study study study.
Someone please kill me.
If I didn't have my pencil box with me, I'd have absolutely no motivation to actually try and survive JC 2. Thank you Superman. ((:

2006-12-02T21:22:00.000+08:00

I totally miss Mr. Chan! One thing I miss about band.
And it's so totally obvious he misses me too!
Haha. He's damnn retarded and annoying but he's so funny and retarded.

My sisters had a band camp a few days ago and there was this barbeque and he gave my sister a couple of marshmallows. My sister said she's had enough. And he actually said that they weren't for her but for me! ((:

How sweet right?

But my idiotic sister gave the marshmallows away to her friends. What the hell.

Nevermind. It's the thought that counts.
I miss secondary school. I miss IJTP. ((: I miss band. Much to my surprise.

2006-11-30T13:08:00.000+08:00

I decided to have a new blogskin since it's almost been one year since I started this blog. I cannot believe one year has passed. It's been totally incredibly fast.

Anyways, just turned 17. Thanks for your birthday wishes yes everybody? ((:
I cannot believe I am only turning 17 when some people are going to turn 18 in 2 months or so. Bleaghh.

Nevermind. Young is good. Besides, turning 18 is scary. You're supposed to know what you want to accomplish with your life at 18. You're officially an almost-adult. Heh. OH! And I also got wonderful news on my birthday! A wonderful Birthday present.
Muse is coming to perform in Singapore! And I have to go for this!
This news actually came on the day when I was going to buy their albums because I felt super guilty for dlding their albums cause they are so good!

Went to Taka yesterday and ate at Crystal Jade Restaurant. First time eating at this Crystal Jade Restaurant. Yep, went with Ting, Szeming, Charissa, Liyun and Minjia. Great stuff. I was made to try something new. You know since I'm a super non-experimental eater. They decided to let me try Xiao Long Bao. Under normal circumstances, I would never have eaten it. Cause it looks weird. Haha. But the whole damn table was staring at me so no choice. But I tried it and it was quite nice. Haha. Was super happy that I tried something new for once! Now, there's still sushi. I have to have to have to try that before I die. Haha.

Anyways, they got me slippers as my birthday present. And the slippers were super totally incredibly cute! I loved it! They probably decided to give me slippers after seeing my disgusting yellow slippers at Batam. Haha. And they gave me Famous Amos cookies too! ((: Was super happy.
Even happier with the company and all the teasing and the jokes.

AND I'M SO HAPPY I TRIED SOMETHING NEW. THANK YOU!
I'm not so much a loser anymore.

Happy birthday to me.

2006-11-26T19:12:00.000+08:00

I HAVE FOUND MY HIDDEN TALENT PEOPLE!
I am a super-swinger! ((: Along with Jocelyn. Haha.
During the Batam OCIP, at the resort, there was this playground with 2 swings and thus I was declared a super-swinger. Or was it self-declared. Oh well nevermind. Haha. Ting was declared Taiti Queen. ( I think that's how you spell it) and Charissa was declared... Queen of Iodine. haha.

Anyways, the Batam trip was mighty fun. Really loved it and the company. About 13 people I think. The chalet was BEAUTIFUL! It was like so not an OCIP. Heh.
Anyways, the teaching the kids was really something. It was cool. The kids were damnnn cute! AND SUPER ENTHUSIASTIC! I have never seen a bunch of kids so enthusiastic about academic stuff before in my entire life. They were basically screaming their heads off repeating the words after us. It was wonderful. Dannel proved to be a hearthrob among these Indonesian girls. They all gave him origami hearts! And he was happily counting away. Heh. Ircahn was like the big brother. I was the behind the scenes teacher. Heh. Ting was the super fun enthusiastic likeable teacher and Charissa was the photographer cum behind the scenes too maybe? And she taught a bit as well. Especially that weird language song. So fun. Abigail was also a pretty good teacher ((:

I feel my language is deteriorating like crazy. Must be too much Indonesian. Anyways, yeah. Batam's really fun! Took damnn alot of crazy pictures, watched a lot of TV. Oh yea. We received channel 5 over in Batam and they kept on showing Hady's You Give Me Wings Video. And truthfully the video sucks big time and everyone agreed. And so we decided to make our own 'You Give Me Wings' MV. It was super funny. We planned to put it on youtube but we were interrupted during the filming but the 10 seconds that we actually filmed was really really funny. I hope we finish filming! ((:
Oh. I hope I find my Batam Prince soon. ((: LOL.

Anyways, I MISS EVERYONE. IJ friends and CJ friends. Heh. Must see yall soon yes.

2006-11-18T21:21:00.000+08:00

My father's off to India alone to visit his sick father and also to visit people that need to be visited. He's off for a week. My father's never been away this long so I'm not exactly sure of how to feel. Before he actually left, I thought maybe I'd miss him quite a bit and all that. And this would show some signs of a good relationship between me and my father somehow. And well, yeah I do miss him a bit. But, it's really really hard to express that. When he calls home and I happen to pick up the phone, I give him all these monotonous short answers and I'm really scared that he thinks I don't care. And then I pass over the phone to my mom and I regret not giving monosylabic answers... if there's such a word. Heh.

Sigh. I wish it was so much easier.

Anyways, Miss Clarissa Cross scared the shit out of me so much that I am actually gonna try and study. Must study. Nevertheless, thanks for the scare... and the motivation. Kinda worked ((:

2006-11-11T18:34:00.000+08:00

HELLO. LONG TIME NO SEE EH?
Probably because of project work and all.
And, I've been watching alot of foreign dramas.
But it's more than enough to keep me busy the whole day.
I have been bored so just watch these dramas and all.

Anyways, Project Work is finally over! I wasn't as scared but this was probably because I prayed a lot before the presentation. And guess who was there as my audience during the presentation. The guy whom I dislike ALOT. Also known as Chokalingam. Heh. Our nickname for him.

Anyways, on the PW day especially after that, I fell sick. Terrible headache and flu and all. Bleaghh. Terrible. But thankfully the Influenza jab I took didn't really affect as much. Talking about influenza, I'm QUITE EXCITED ABOUT GOING TO BATAM. My first overseas trips without parents and all if you exclude Malaysia that is. Yepp. Leaving on the 20th of this month. WHICH IS ONE WEEK BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY. That was a hint by the way. Heh.

Okay, so I've been watching these Korean/Taiwanese romantic comedy dramas lately to basically pass time where I've to wait for the next episode of Prison Break and Dexter and all. And... after watching these dramas, I seriously long to fall in love. Somehow after watching these Asian dramas, you just want to fall in love heh. No matter whether it's one-sided or not. lol. I reckon it must be a wonderful feeling. But then after watching American shows like One Tree Hill and other teen soaps and all, you start to think otherwise. Haha. I've never been in love so I wouldn't know eh. So therfore, I've decided to boycott the second season of OTH which is currently showing on Star World because of Nathan And Haley's terrible relationship. And that takes alot of effort because I hate to watch something and stop in the middle of it. So then, I can still convince myself, that love is cool. Heh.

Lately I've been thinking and all about this thing called love. And I realise, I have to be a bit more passionate about life and all. I realised I am quite empty you know. I am not passionate about anything. I mean people are passionate about sports like soccer, or you know other stuff... guitar, piano etc. I used to be rather passionate about piano. But after resuming piano lessons, it doesn't seem to be my thing. I want to be passionate about something or someone. Preferably the former. Knowing me and my stone heart, I am not bound to like anyone soon. I hope I won't end up being a spinster for life. That would be just totally horrible. Gosh. I don't even want to think about it.

I am really envious of all those couples in school and everywhere else. Being in love I guess. It sounds nice ESPECIALLY after watching dramas.

heh.

I should stop watching so many dramas. However, I realised that the people in the dramas they fall in love AFTER living together, or after some arranged or contract marriage. Lol. So, I'm thinking. Arranged Marriage ain't that bad after all. Of course, I wouldn't mind if he's quite tall and well... a prince maybe?

Heh. DREAM. Until then, God, I pray that I want to feel excited about something.

2006-11-01T22:31:00.000+08:00

OMG! Lincoln Burrows got caught! Obviously, he will escape somehow. Hopefully. I'll die if he gets like executed.

Anyways, project work is really getting crazy. I'm so tired and like omg. I had presentations. I cannot stand having an audience. I just don't look at them. Don't know what they're thinking about you know. Anyways, one of the criteria is awareness of audience. And obviously I suck at that. BLEAGHH. HELP ME.

Anyways, please please go listen to the new My Chemical Romance album! It's greatt!!!!!!! Especially Famous Last Words. My favourite track from the album.

I'm tiredd.

2006-10-29T17:04:00.000+08:00

When you feel embarassed, I'll be your pride
When you need directions, I'll be the guide.

Passenger Seat-Death Cab For Cutie

2006-10-25T21:35:00.000+08:00

I HAVEN'T BLOGGED IN LIKE GOD KNOWS HOW LONG! Anyways, so many things have been happening. Okay, listing time.

1) After 3 long weeks, Prison Break has finally resumed. And damn! This was probably one of the best episodes in season 2 so far. I actually laughed. ((: Which hardly ever happens while watching Prison Break; you're either cursing or well... staring at Wentworth Miller or Dominic Purcell! ((:

2) I have finished watching the whole season of Princess Hours or Goong. Was never much of a korean drama fan but this show was great! Like, after watching this show, I seriously totally want to fall in love. For all those bored souls out there, I am going to give you this short synopsis.
-- The show is about this royal family in Korea where the King dies in an accident so therfore according to the royal rules, the brother takes over as the King. So the present King has a son named Shin and the previous King had a son named Yul. And long long time ago, a deal was made that whoever the crown prince was ( the King's son), he would have to marry the grandaughter of this commoner who saved the Great King long time ago. And this daughter's named ChaengYung. CG for short. So CG marries Shin, the present Crown Prince and Yul who was the previous Crown Prince returns to Korea and ends up falling for CG. Now, Yul is the kind-hearted, caring, sensitive guy whereas Shin is this guy who doesn't know how to express his feelings and emotions. Tough on the outside, soft on the inside. Shin eventually gradually falls in love with CG and CG too falls in love with Shin. But of course, they won't openly admit their feelings. Shin will think CG loves Yul and CG will think Shin loves Hyorin( Shin's ex-gf whom he actually proposed to but got rejected). So that's the whole story with many many sweet moments in it.
Go to YOUTUBE and watch! Type in Goong. Subtitles included. Watchh!

3) Besides the whole wanting to fall in love, another big thing happened. I GOT PROMOTED. I'M GOING TO JC 2 AND I ACTUALLY PASSED ALL MY SUBJECTS! ((: Now, there's just the A's to deal with and a whole load of holiday homework.

4) I've been reading this book called 'First Person Plural' and it's fucking wonderful. It's about multiple personalities. It's so real! AND it's a true story.

5) Had a retreat on Friday and it ended on Saturday. Although it wasn't as life-altering as the confirmation camp, I realised many many things.
The most important of which was the importance of knowing who you are. Who am I? This questions scares the shit out of me. Cause, honestly, I don't fucking know who the hell I am. Previously, I have lived my life on a 'No worries' policy kind of thing. And I realised at this retreat that knowing who you are is the most essential thing you need to have to survive in the crazy mad world. But the question is, who the hell am I? I've tried soul searching but I don't know. I don't know what I like. I don't know how I'm feeling half the time. I always feel happy or rather satisfied but is this all the surface? I want to feel something more, something deep whether hurt, sadness or whatever. Just something. Sometimes I feel it, but I push it away because I don't want to have any worries. After this retreat, I feel like just ONE MORE PERSON ON THIS PLANET. And if there's one thing I know about myself, it is that I DO NOT WANT TO BE JUST ONE MORE PERSON. I WANT TO MAKE A FREAKING DIFFERENCE IN THE WORLD.

So, will someone please help me to find myself amongst this madness? Please.

5) I want to fall in love. heh. Like that will happen

6) I want my whole class to stay together. Please. I feel that some people in my class deserved the grades that I got more than me. FOr math, I hardly ever practised let alone listen in class. Out of 2 hours, I would only pay attention for 1 hour. Yet, I passed. That's probably because I prayed like mad that I'd pass. Tell me now. Am I a selfish bitch or what? Asking for something I do not deserve. Other people who sure as hell practised alot more than yours truly failed. Like wth. Why can't God be fair? Even if it's against me. I hate feeling guilty and not being able to do anything about it. I'm going to church every Sunday and pray to God they'll make it.

WATCH PRINCESS HOURS.

2006-10-11T22:13:00.000+08:00

I'm quite happy today. Got results back and was glad to realise that it wasn't as bad as the mid-years. Thankfully. And I'm also happy to say that... I might just get promoted. I think I can but there's still math to go and the H1 requirements are still a bit hazy and all so yeah, not too sure. But I definitely feel more secure now that I have passed all subjects so far, including, tamil(!) and ECONS! Haha. So yeah. And most of my class did well actually, I think most of us will be together next year. So, that's good compared to other classes where half the class might not get promoted so yes, it's all good.

And Kat: I just want to tell you that I really do not want you to leave the school cause I do not know what I would do without you... and your gummy bears. But, it's your decision in the end and I can't do anything. Whatever it is, I'll be here for you yes! ((:

Exams aside, I have been so excited lately that I forgot to mention that...

I HAVE AN iPod VIDEO!

How freaking cool is that right? Like my dream come true! I don't have to choose what songs to put in anymore, at least not in the near future. AND I CAN PUT VIDEOS! But the batteries die off damnnn fast so bleaghh. BUT! Not the point.

Ok, besides my brand new iPod, lots of things have been happening lately. And I realised that I miss blogging. The promos are finally over, but still down with Project Work so that sucks but yeah, I'm more or less quite free in a sense. HOWEVER, History lecture today made me realise that I have to make full use of the holidays. I hope to God I study. Seriously.

Oh, if you have a chance, go listen to the song, The Man Who Told Everything by Doves. It's greatt! Just felt like saying that. Heh, anyways, got to go do stuff. Byee((:

2006-10-04T22:27:00.000+08:00

I freaking hate Tamil lessons. I hate the way she fucking picks on me fucking all the time. I hate it and it's seriously getting depressing now that the whole tamil cohort ( only 24 people, but still...) knows that she picks on me. Denesh asked me that day " Ehh, Jenn, Mrs Mohan doesn't like you is it?". Bleaghh. Tamil teachers used to love me or at least they didn't mind me until now.

Fuck, this sucks.

And it's not just because you know, my pride is lost because I am disliked by a teacher or what or the humiliation. But, she freaking picks on me ALL THE TIME. And when I give the wrong answer or what, she freaking shouts at me la. I mean. Arghh.

I wish I took higher tamil or what in secondary school.

2006-09-29T21:06:00.000+08:00

H2's are over. Finally, after what seemed like eternity but was actually one week and 2 days, the most stressfull, hard to study subjects are over. Bleaghh. There's still math in a weeks' time. But it isn't as hard to study, because math isn't boring. I mean yeah, you can hate math, but it keeps you on your toes that kinda thing. Unlike econs, where it's just plain boring. PLUS, you can listen to music and all that while doing math unlike my other arts, content-based subjects.

Anyways, exams officially ended on Tuesday with Paper 1 lit. WHICH I SCREWED UP BIG TIME! But not the point, at least not yet, I just wanted to be carefree, stress-free and all for at least until tonight. Then, tomorrow I'll start worrying. Yeah, so on tuesday, we had kind of an unofficial class outing, or rather a ' marriage of convenicence'(?) Where groups of people wanted to go catch a movie and we just decide to go together! It was fun fun. Ate pastamania at cine and I dared Ting and Zehra to dare me to eat a whole spoon of cheese with tobasco sause. And seeing how I HATE cheese, I was at an almost-puke stage, you know like fear factor how they eat bugs and they want to puke but they can't because of well $50,000 hanging over their heads, except I didn't puke because of the fear of looking more stupid than I already am, and the fear of being called a loser in public. AND OF COURSE, WHO THE HELL WOULD WANT TO PUKE?!

Ok, bleaghh. BAD memories. Anyways, yeah watched Miami Vice. Wasn't too keen at first but it's a nice enough action movie, I realised at this movie, blood makes me quite excited. Especially when they're shooting each other's guts off. Heh. But yeah, it was a good movie and bloody hell, GONG LI is damnn freaking hot, especially when she wears her powersuits and all, her body is so damnn wow! yepp, hot stuff.

I haven't blogged for so long, that I want to type out all the good things that's been happening to me which I don't usually do. Time for a change eh? But it's so mundane. I'm talking rubbish. Bleagh. Anyways, yesterday our class organised this thingy at Marina Bay where you pay ten bucks which includes a free ice cream, transport to the place to and fro from the train station and obviously the food! Damnn good deal. And I loved it, almost everyone was there. It was great to see the unity. I've never been to a gathering where the everyone actually turns up. So, this was great! And it was fun, and for the first time in a long while, I felt genuinely happy, and especially care-free. Except for the little moments where I'd wish we'd all just stay together as a class next year, and I really really hope I graduate with this class. Sighh. Ahh, dream dream.

2006-09-10T14:45:00.000+08:00

Arghh, as patriotic as I'd like to be, I wish I didn't have to live in Singapore. No one ever comes to Singapore except bands like Westlife and all the pop acts that are on the verge of losing their appeal and what not. Then they'll come to Asia since that's where they get most of their support from. Bleaghh. I just read that Snow Patrol was having this Japanese tour thing next year February! Like wth, why not stop by Singapore on the way. They're getting quite popular here anyway. Arghh, the hottest acts always go to JAPAN. Or Bangkok for some damn cool festival.

I mean Singapore's bringing in cool acts too like Kings of Convenience and all, so it ain't that bad. But why can't we be another Japan. It's always the damnn Taiwanese acts that are coming for tours here and all. Bleaghh. Japan's damnn cool, everyone goes there. Movie stars, pop stars, bands. SNOW PATROL!

Sighh.

2006-09-07T13:35:00.000+08:00

Anyways, was listening to this song called Spiders by Lovedrug and I thought I'd post the lyrics here because I think they're wonderful. Obviously.

Searching on the wire, for a wire
For a piece of mind
Like the spiders in the corners that are never there
To the one, to the magic sun
You're not that bright now, but you'll be some day, soon.
And you'll fall in love with the moonlight.

So come on come on and say so,
come on come on and say so

If God was on the radio,
I know he'd say to thee:
Love is spiders on the edge,
And we're hanging by a thread
Connected to the other end of this twisted frequency I've spun

But I don't care
I'd be happy
If you'd share
Your web with me.

2006-09-06T17:13:00.000+08:00

The countdown to the promos is crazy. It's gonna happen so soon that I keep thinking it's some sick nightmare. Haha. So dramatic eh. But yeah, I'm really scared. I can't get retained. Hell, the word retain is not even in my parents' vocabulary list. Whereas that word has been the only word in my vocabulary list for these past few weeks. Bleaghh. Study Study Study! I can't wait for the promos to be over. Then we have PW to be worried about. Arghh, forget what I just said, I can't wait for the A's to be overr. Bleaghh.

Anyways, just caught Singapore Idol and Jonathan sang 'Chasing Cars'! Like omg, this is my favourite song of the damnn year! It's the song I listen to every night before I sleep every day ever since I got hold of the album a couple of months back. I was kinda apprehensive when they said he was singing the song because I would never forgive him IF he screwed up or didn't give a satisfactory version of the song. But thankfully, he did give a wonderful rendition obviously not as good as the original but good enough! Actually, everyone sang well tonight. We don't have Joakim to spoil anything so yeah it's all good.

AND! I just also watched Rockstar: Supernova on youtube. And Toby's original song rocked the damnn house! I was like singing along. Thank god I was alone at home. But yeah, I was singing along! Maybe, I'll put the video when I'm not so lazy. Oh my gosh, I'm like super high, super excited. Uh-oh-Uh oh uh oh. And Magni's original was okay too. Dave Navaro was spot on with the totally cool guitar riffs throughout the song. Cool shit. If I wrote an original song, it would probably be an upbeat version of like mary had a little lamb. I'm such a loser. But yeah. They rockedd!

Gonna go chase cars around my head. Heh. Lame.

2006-09-01T20:33:00.000+08:00

This week's been damn crazy. What with the war bewteen my mom and my sisters. Heh. My mom's been really crazy, either she is damn stressed out or well, she likes to nag. I suspect both. Anyways, holidays have started and glad to say my first day not in school has turned out to be rather productive. I studied the End of Cold War. However, I must admit that it was my interest in the subject rather than the need to study that mad it productive. Heh. To top off my learning of the situations and all in the Cold War and the Post Cold War, I watched Hotel Rwanda again. And with better understanding of the situation and history about the genocide, I appreciated the movie much more and well hate the Americans even more, if that's even possible. Their non-action during the genocide because of the lack of vital interests in Rwanda killed over a million tutsis. Quite sad stuff. Wanted to cry, but my sisters were there and I wanted to maintain my strong image. Heh. Maybe, I can get some respect.

Anyways, Cold War aside, I've been quite happy lately. Joakim finally is out. Ironically, he was eliminated after probabably one of HIS better performances. So yeah, I think the judges' reverse psychology worked. Even Ken praised him. But of course, Jonathan's rendition of 'Unforgettable' was omg! I wanted to be his girl! Heh. I mean I am ~~funny (?)~~, ~~spontaneous~~. Damn. Ok well, so I can't be his girl. Well, can dream right. Haha, and Yuan Hao is a fan of Jon too but he wants him out because dear YH can't stand the suspense and fear of Jon's possibility in being eliminated and this is severely affecting his revision for promos. HAHA. HE'S CRAZY!

Also, Ryan Star, one of my favourite rockers got eliminated from Supernova. In a way, I am sad because you don't get to see him perform but I guess I always knew that he wasn't a match for Supernova. Supernova has a weird mix of weird musicians from Metallica to Guns N Roses to Motley Crue. So yeah, Ryan's more of a like... Copeland, Augustan, Jacks Mannequin kinda guy but more edgier and slightly heavier you know. But he's a sensitive rocker and he'll never be able to fit in with Supernova. Whereas Magni and Dilana fit in so well with Supernova especially Dilana. But I hope Ryan continues things with his old band 'Stage' soon enough. And yea, I know this is not the end of Ryan the Star. HEH.

Ok, gotta go now. Ghost Whisperer with the ever gorgeous Jennifer Love Hewitt ((: And it's not just the name.

2006-08-22T22:43:00.000+08:00

The week didn't start of well, BUT I thought of Prison Break and I started to feel better. BECAUSE.

Prison Break is starting today baby!
This time tomorrow, I'll be happier than what I'm feeling now.
Come on. 60% more!

2006-08-19T21:18:00.000+08:00

With all the good singers getting voted out, I think I am gonna boycott watching Singapore Idol and watch Rockstar: Supernova instead. But we all know that I can't miss Jonathan's, Hady's and Nurul's performance so well, yeah I am just not gonna watch the RESULTS show. Then at least I can watch Rockstar even if it's the elimination round. Because even in the elimination round, the bottom 3 singers always rock the house man! Haha. Last week, was watching Rockstar during the commercial breaks of Singapore Idol and I caught Magni singing Radiohead's creep and I was like wow. Even though, his stage presence was not as wow as Lukas Rossi's version of the same song, he sang it really well!! Haha. So, until Joakim gets voted out, I will NOT watch Singapore Idol results show. Just to prove to you why watching Rockstar: Supernova is a better choice, I'll leave you with a video of my favourite rocker Ryan Star's breathtaking version of R.E.M's Losing My Religion.

2006-08-13T13:16:00.000+08:00

Ok, with all the new research assignment, more tutorial outlines and promos and other stressful stuff coming up. I have come up with Ten Ways To De-Stress. Hope you find them useful yes.

Top 10 Ways to De-Stress

10. Have a blog.- It helps you to vent all your frustration and anger just by punching the keys on your keyboard. Pretty effective I say.

9. Eat!- I don't know why or how eating helps you de-stree, but certainly works for me. Well, until I look in the mirror and see how fat I've become and then you have something else to stress about. But in the short-term though, it works. Try Chicken-flavoured twisties

8. Think about what you have accomplished so far. - This serves mainly as a morale booster, but helps you to stopp worrying for a while. However, don't get too carried away. There's still much more work to be done and what you've accomplished is just a small part of it. Well, for me it is.

7. Think about Jonathan Leong or whoever your eyecandy/ boyfriend is.- Again, another temporary de-stresser. For Jon Leong fans, go to youtube and watch 'Dance with my father'. Definitely works! Heh. For others, well I'm sure you'll either see them in school well in magazines? Heh. Again, don't get too carried away.

6. Think of ways to kill Shan Wee.- Or whoever you hate like hell. Usually works as a type of break or whatsoever. Rather good de-stresser especially when you're so tired.

5. Don't listen to Shan Wee's 11-2 show.- You'll start thinking of 101 ways to kill Shan Wee which then distracts you from your work and when that happens. It usually amounts to stress which totally defeats your purpose.

4. Watch Soap Operas.- You get so involved in their drama that you channel all your stress into the show and since it's one hour everyday, you get a break too!

3. Don't dread upcoming deadlines, look forward to them.- The sooner the deadline, the sooner you're stress-free. So just finish your work (with some quality of course) and you'll soon be stress-free. Usually works.

2. Play the piano or whatever kind of music you play, even farting? - Simply because it takes your mind off things.And your mind's at ease.Warning: If you're not good, then don't play. More frustration amounts to more stress.

1. Listen to music.- My best de-stresser. However, avoid angry/ metal music when you're stressed. You don't need headaches or tears while studying. My advice is to listen to Copeland.

Maybe I'll have another list of Top ten songs to listen to de-stress soon. Until then. Byee ((:

2006-08-05T15:13:00.000+08:00

Hello.! Went for SAJC's Dance Society's Rapture thingy at the esplanade yesterday. Yep. Keisha who looks unbelievably HOT got us tickets. So it was me, Angelina, Clarissa, Pamela, Grace and Grace's sister. Haha yep. So we went to Cafe Cartel to eat cause we needed some plave which was not so crowded and we ordered knowing that we had a time constraint and ten minutes later this waitress tells us we have to wait for 20 minutes! Which was the time we were supposed to be at the esplanade so yes. After our w hole cancelling order and then to agreeing to wait for 5 mins and eventually gobbling our food we mader our way to the esplanade. And I realised during the performance that dance is actually quite cool! The music was great. I came here thinking that maybe it's gonna be a whole lot of hip hop crap and all. So it was a pleasant surprise I guess that most dances had wonderful themes, wonderful costumes and of course, wonderful dances ( esp. Keisha ((: )and I guess appreciate dance as an art now more than previoiusly. heh.

Yep, Keisha was wow wow the moments where we actually managed to spot her. Her first dance could see her whole leg which was of course feast for the guys ( and some girls). Haha. Yeah, she was great and everybody knows it. And the other 2 dances she was quite infront especially the last one. So like omg. damn proud of her. Heh. AND OF COURSE SHE WAS OH-SO-HOT. ((: Saw alot of ex-IJ people and OH! saw Charissa and her friends. Heh. And I thought it would be kinda hard to spot her.

Yeah national day is coming and I've got shit loads of homework to do! So I guess I should get started. BLEAGH

2006-07-30T14:38:00.000+08:00

Aiyo! I haven't blogged in a million gazillion years! Bleaghh. I feel so old when I don't blog. Bleagh. No connection eh? Haha, I hope people still visit my blog yes! Anyways, past 2 weeks have been not so great. Thinking about my future a whole lot and how these 2 years are probably gonna be the most important and toughest in my whole life. Did very terribly for my midyears. Yep. But I'm studying now. I am actually studying on weekends too ((: So you know that's a good start. And me not blogging is actually a good sign cause that means I'm hardly online eh? Haha. Oh well. Let's hope to God I get promoted and meet my expectations.

Anyways, I would just totally love to declare alot of things.

1. I PASSED MY STANDING BROAD JUMP WITH A SILVER! ((: Which is like oh my god considering I haven't passed 150 since primary school! BLEAGHH. So no more mass PE for me baby!

2. I SO TOTALLY LOVE JONATHAN LEONG! When he was singing 'Kissing a Fool'. I wanted to be his fool and his mike la. He was totally feeling up the mike. HAH. Weird but yes. Oh my gosh. He is my first love and how said that it has to be one sided.

3. I am totally eternally grateful that my parents only freaked out after the ptm for one day! Haha. But nevertheless I missed the AJC installation yesterday cause they said I couldn't go out. But they're back to normal. Haha. I think they saw me really studying

4. My sister is lending her Mp3 player for 2 whole weeks baby! That means I get to listen to music and not just her teeny bopper music like Jesse Mcartney and all that crap. I get to put in my own songs! Oh yea!

5. Prison Break is starting soon on August 21.

6. I love Jonathan Leong.

2006-07-14T18:39:00.000+08:00

Oh, how I miss my computer, blogging, iTunes! Ah, it's been rather hectic with project work, history tutorial outlines, exam results. EXAM RESULTS. I didn't do very well obviously. Procrastination obviously does not work at all especially in JC. Bleaghh. This sucks man. I seriously need miracles to get promoted to JC.

Anyways, yeah. Everything's been going wrong this week. Of course, starting with Italy winning the world cup. And yes, the famous headbutt which has, I must say, totally upstaged the Italian's fourth win. It's kind of funny. But I totally feel bad that he ended his beautiful career with such a bang. Literally. If I was headbutted by him, ( I wish) my chest area would really turn concave-ish. Bleaghh. Looked painful BUT Italians are very good at acting which can be seen in the Italy Australia match. Come to think of it that oscar winning dive probably won them the world cup because I think Australia would have won if it had gone into extra time.

Anyways, besides the world cup, everything's been moderately fine. Having lots of fun in school which is good. ((: And yeah. Just that well the results thing kinda sucks. I just hope I get a good pass for history. I really need that pass damn it. BLEAGHH.

I need an iPod!

Oh yes! My sister got me two tickets for the Singapore Idol show on Wednesday and Clarissa came along with me. She's super crazy over Joakim. Haha. But they guy's quite funny and friendly. Although I didn't really like him at first, he's not that bad... BUT HE STILL CAN'T SING. Not as good as the others. But he tries.

Anyways, of course the Singapore Idol contestant I'm rooting for this season is Jonathan Leong. Since the beginning. Omg. He's so damn wow. And he looked at me! ((: At least I think so. Well, gosh. I love him. He's nice, good looking can sing. And oh my gosh. Jonathan. This is like a major crush. Bleaghh. And I don't do celebrity crushes. Well semi celebrity. He's so wow. And he's kinda shy and all that. ((: Ahh. I think I might just have a thing for long-haire musicians. Well most. Well, not really into Twohill. But he's cool. He's my age and he's probably the most popular 16/17 year old in Singapore. But Jon's still the best!

So then why was he in the bottom 3?
Ahh, I was super sad. I mean like. Shit man. I think it's like the whole Chris Daughtry thing. Where people think it's a given that other people would vote for him and do not pick up the phones and all. Bleagh. ~~I should have voted~~

My mom was super duper mad that he was in the bottom 3. She was seriously quite agitated. I think even if her favourite tamil serial drama got cut off, she wouldn't be as agitated. And believe me she's crazy over those drama serials. And she never ever admits to having a favourite something especially if it's a guy. Say like favourite actor, singer etc. He would either have to be damn old or DEAD. So for my mom to like Jonathan Leong, it's something big. It's something huge. It's something absolutely colossal. Jonathan Leong has single handedly changed my mom. From being obsessed with Indian drama serials to actually sitting down with us and watching Singapore Idol. Waiting impatiently for Jonathan to do what he does best. Now we share this special bond thingy. LOL. Sounds kinda stupid. But like yesterday, after the results show, I was lamenting about him being in the bottom 3 and my sisters didn't want to share my disappointment with me. ( They support Twohill) And it was great having to complain and whine with my mom about Singaporeans' laziness to just pick up the damn phone. ~~Including us.~~

2006-07-08T19:44:00.000+08:00

I gave up coffee and cigarettes
I hate to say it hasn't helped me yet
I thought my problems would just dissipate
And all my pain would be in yesterday

I poured my booze all down the kitchen drain
And watch my bad habits get flushed away
I thought that that would keep my head on straight
And all my pain would be in yesterday

But it's true
I'm still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit
I must quit... you.

I thought that if I didn't go and play
The sadness would get bored and go away
I thought that if I didn't go astray
That all my pain would be in yesterday

I sold my guitar and my piano
I thought that it was these that kept me low
I thought if only I could try and change
That all my pain would be in yesterday

Coffee and Cigarettes by Michelle featherstone

2006-07-07T21:17:00.000+08:00

Thank God it's FRIDAY! Never been happier. It's been a really long week. Teachers saying how badly we did for mid years. The only paper we did well for was international history. But guess what? The papers got lost. I shouldn't say anymore actually since I happen to like this teacher, teacher's nice and probably feels damn bad. BUT! it's a blessing in disguise. Because well we did extremely badly for Southeast Asian history; average was like 5/25. But they're not gonna count that so we have another test on tuesday so that we have a history grade in our report cards. HAVE TO STUDY! So much for taking a break after the PBL. Bleaghh.

So, anyways, going back to school has been fairly smooth actually except for the PBL. Having fun. PE was an absolute torture. I am the most unfit person I know. Even people in other classes are calling my running "Cute". BAD. Since cute means adorable but ugly. OH YES! I FINALLY CUT MY HAIR. But it's still ugly. BUT I cut it.

Have been having girl talks with class mates lately. It's really funny actually. Talking about why sometimes we feel so hot and perspire so much. And it's because we're ovulating. So you can imagine some childless mommy saying. " I feel hot, I think I'm ovulating baby. You think it's time to have the baby we're talking about?"

Ok, kinda not funny. But I'm tired. Physically and mentally. I'm just drained totally. Oh, and I failed math. NOT SURPRISING. But! the lowest in my class is 10. And I'm 50% sure that's me. Since as far as I know, I am the worst in math. So, that kinda sucks. Really sucks.

I can't wait for tomorrow man! It's the Germany vs Portugal match. I'm more excited for this match than the finals. haha. I pray to God that Germany wins. Watching the Germany vs Italy match was crazy. Was so sure it'd go into penalty shootouts and BOOM, the pizza boys just attack like crazy. So much energy. Gosh. Grosso's goal was undoubtedly wow.

So now it's PIZZA VS FRENCH FRIES.

And this may sound a bit hypocritical but I kinda want France to win. Cause well, they didn't cheat their way into the finals. And I'm still very upset over the loss of Germany who I must have been very consistent throughout the whole tournament. And yes! Podolski edges out Ronaldo to win Young player. Thankfully. If C. Ronaldo won, I'll just well do what he does best. CRY.

And besides the World Cup, I'm getting increasingly agitated because of North Korea. I think N. korea is crazy and they're gonna have to stop playing games.

2006-07-02T12:06:00.000+08:00

This has got to be a ~~FUCKING~~ nightmare!

Brazil lost to France. AGAIN!

AT LEAST STUPID ENGLAND'S OUT.

GO, GERMANY! KICK HENRY'S ASS AT THE FINALS!
I AM GONNA BOYCOTT FRENCH FRIES UNTIL THEY LOSE TO GERMANY HOPEFULLY AT THE FINALS. IF IT GOES MY WAY.! ARGHH.
~~I don't like french fries all that much anyway.~~
BLEAGH.

2006-07-01T12:48:00.000+08:00

" My life has become a boring pop song, and everyone's singing along"- I'm ready by Jack's Mannequin.

Haha. Love that song. Especially that line. Thought it was quite cool. Anyways, I heard that Jack's Mannequin's Dark Blue on radio. I'm quite surprised actually. I thought 987fm only featured sellout artistes. Oh well, I was wrong.

So anyways, I'm hungry as hell. And bored. Oh and yess, I am happy!! Germany won 4-2 on penalties to Argentina. Damn close match. Especially in the second half. Klose's header. was wow! Haha. Thank god for Germany's goalie, Lehmann is it? Something like that. He's quite a hero eh. Anyways, damn Italians won 3-0. Hoping for a ukrainian win because Italy does not even deserve a damn place in the quarter finals. So today Brazil's playing France, and as much as I want Brazil to win, I would like Zidane to score a goal. He's going to retire, why not let him retire with memories of scoring against Brazil yea? BUT! I would definitely want Brazil to go through to the semis. Hopefully history does not repeat itself. And I have this damn annoying feeling, that England's gonna win. Arghh and my instincts hardly fail me. Haha. But without all the portugese star players, England's gonna have a definite advantage.

Cross your fingers!

2006-06-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

Exams are over finally! Gosh, and the most dreaded paper, Math, is also over! I survived. I think I can get more than well zero. I only attempted Differentiation and Integration questions. But they took up the bulk of the paper. So anyways, the maximum I can get is well, a pass. But more than 30? Hopefully. Bleaghh. It sucks that my strongest subject in Secondary School is now my worst subject in JC. But whatever. Anyways, now I am totally slacking since I have to do another PBL History Assignment. But less requirements this time. So yes, we'll see how that goes yes?

Ah, I'm tired!

2006-06-26T21:14:00.000+08:00

England won. DAMN! Good thing is that Ecuador was really good, proved to be a challenge. And that almost goal by Ecuador's Tenorio was oh so heartstopping... for the English fans of course. But oh well, whatever. So, England plays against portugal in the quarterfinals. Hopefully, Portugal kick their ass down on the field. But what with kep player being sent off and an injury that might deter Ronaldo from playing. Bleaghh. I realised, that you don't really need to play with quality. Just count your damn lucky stars. And Beckham's free kick. Ah, no one bends it better than beckham. Unfortunately.

Anyways, I'm still quite upset over the whole England win. I think maybe they might actually win the World Cup. But of course it won't be a deserved win. Pray Ronaldo recovers. Gosh, I don't even like Ronaldo. But it's England.

So, I'm listening to a band called The Feeling. Oh gosh. They are wow!

2006-06-21T12:03:00.000+08:00

"I don't quite know,
How to say how I feel.
Those three words
Are said too much.
They're not enough"

Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol.

Ah! I just absolutely love that song. One of my favourites from their new album. Lyrics are absolutely WOW. So anyways, I should be studying now. But I'm just really tired! Bleaghh. Was watching this show called " Life As We Know It" on Star World just now. And well, the show basically is stupid. It's about three teenage boys and well, sex. All about BGR. Really boring stuff. Same old same old that kind of thing. Bleagh. But toward the end, these three best friends have this whole connection going on when they talk with their eyes. Well sort of. Haha. It's kind of heartening. But other than that. This show is just well for people with raging hormones.

So anyways, I haven't been able to sleep at night so I decided to have 'Fall asleep instantly' remedy AKA Shan Wee. And this remedy didn't work at all. ~~Because he was so damn interesting~~ NOT! Seriously, he was so LAME and super BORING! You could die listening to him. So you know I hate him quite alot. More than ever now. So, I just couldn't sleep AT ALL. Because he was so fucking annoying. I can't stand his dumb 'international' accent. Or so he calls it. They should replace him man! So, I decided to turn off the bloody radio and try falling asleep on my own. And well, it worked after thinking about math. Should have thought of that earlier.

So, anyways, the World Cup. Been interesting. Germany tops Group A with a win against Ecuador and Sweden draws with England. So, I guess that means that England plays with Germany? Not sure. Hopefully though. Than England will get knocked out and well their world cup dreams will be crushed. Anyone who thinks that England can still win the World Cup is seriously deluded. Now, I ain't a soccer expert. BUT EVEN I found England games really boring. I guess I was hoping for more? So anyways, I am supporting brazil of course with the influence of my uncles, cousins whatever since young. I've gotten free Brazilian jerseys from my uncle which is cool. So, kind of propaganda-ish. Well, I think if I wasn't a Brazil fan and was watching the world cup for the first time. Well, I think I would be supporting Spain and of course Argentina or rather Lionel Messi. He is GOOD! And of course Torres who keeps scoring and scoring. I don't really like Torres though. But simply because he's hot. I mean it's unfair to people like us if hot and talented guys existed! But well, Messi is not so much of an eyecandy so to speak so I'll be rooting for that 18 year old lad. Oh gosh, just 1 year older than me. Here goes the whole 'I'm useless' thing.

I'm here struggling in school while these people are earning millions of dollars playing a sport they LOVE! How unfair is that? Bleaghh. I better find my damned talent soon man. Or I'll be dying a ~~lonely old virgin.~~ Erm. Ok. Well enough of this useless blogger blogging. Well, BYEE! ((:

2006-06-11T18:41:00.000+08:00

BRANGELINA

Bleagh. This is what I've been hearing the whole of this week. Their baby and who got the rights to publish dear Shiloh's picture first. I mean who the hell cares right? Would your life me any more different if you're the first to see baby Shiloh? Everytime, I switch to E! entertainment. It's SHILOH SHILOH SHILOH. ALL BABIES LOOK ALIKE! Haha. Well, somewhat alike. Anyways, to see what the fuss is all about, I saw the baby's picture. ~~Not all that great.~~But it's beautiful. I mean gosh, her parents are like the two most beautiful people in the world. Bleaghh. BUT I really hate Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt together. Why not Jennifer Aniston. I realise that all Jennifers either have big butts or get dumped. HAHAHA.

Anyways, I realise I am very screwed for my Mid Years because I am not studying at the right pace! Arghh. It's like. Gosh. I shouldn't be a JC student. It's scary. I only like studying history and well... literature. I absolutely hate math; haven't touched in a couple of days. And I kind of don't really like economics. And I keep getting distracted by Newsweek magazines. First I was so engrossed with the whole 25th Anniversary of AIDS and all. I really didn't know it was that 'New' whatever.

Oh yes! I also read an article about women and marriage and the rate of success of their marriage. And the pattern is that the later you get married, chances are that it would be your own marriage. And I found it quite logical but then I was thinking if you got married at like 35-ish, how the hell you gonna have children. What's the point of marrying if you don't have children. It's gonna be hell boring, nothing to worry about, no one to scold. Haha. Parenting can be fun. Actually maybe why parents are so annoying sometimes, they are just trying to treat this boredom disease thingy. Bleaghh. Haha.

Anyways been watching alot of movies on MGM and old movies are really quite nice eh? And ever since I watched 'The Omen', I've been seeing Mia Farrow who played the nanny like everywhere! And I don't really know much but I think she specialises in horror films. She is probably the only person who can look scary yet comforting at the same time. Maybe she's so calm and all that it's scary. heh. I think well, I'm just too tired. Oh yes, watched Commander-In- Chief and the show's really good la. Geena Davis really looks like the president. Much better looking that busy Bush! Bleaghh. Oh there's this line in the first episode which I thought was really funny!

" If Moses was a woman to lead the Jews to Israel, she would have stopped to ask for directions and it would only taken a week"

Haha. I thought it was damnn funny. Oh yes, I am absolutely in love with Donald Sutherland who plays Nathan Templeton in the series. He's damnn. don't know. But he's something. A turn- on really. His half smiles. God knows how old he is but gosh. This huge crush. And the husband is kinda hot too. Heh. ((:

2006-06-05T12:51:00.000+08:00

In the light of the sun,
Is there anyone?
Oh, it has begun

Oh dear, you look so lost
Eyes are read and tears are shed
This world you must have crossed (You said...)

You don't know me, you don't even care (she said...)
You don't know me, you don't wear my chains

Essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts
Across an open field
When flowers gaze at you
We're not the only ones who cry when they see you

She said I'm thinking I'm going to Boston
I think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over where no one knows my name
I'll get out of california, I'm tired out of the weather
I think I'll get a lover and fly them out to Spain
I think I'm going to boston
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town to leave all this behind
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset
Here it's nice in the summer but some snow would be nice

Boston, where no one knows my name.

Boston by Augustana

2006-06-04T14:40:00.000+08:00

Haven't blogged in quite a while. Bleaghh. It's the holidays and I'm supposed to be studying but when I sit down to study I... fall asleep. In the mornings at least. But when I start to do math, I am super awake. So... surprisingly enough, math is my caffeine? Haha. I hate coffee. Bleagh. Anyways, holidays seem to be ok so far although I'm getting increasingly worried for my Mid-Years. I've still got hope for math! ((: I just want to get a 40? Yeah. I'll teach myself for the time being with the help of my trusty A-Math Textbook. Heh.

Anyways, the music on my blog is kinda screwed. Something's up with the web where I actually uploads my songs. This really sucks since I have a super duper nice song to put up! Belle sent it to me and it's just so wonderful. It's Boston by Augustana. It's a beautiful song.

Anyways, talking about music, reminds me of Singapore Idol. Haha. It's quite funny, the show. My mom is obsessed with Jonathan guy. You know why? Because he studies at NUS. At least that's what he said on the show according to my mom! haha. And her support for Jonathan has been rather crazy. lol. But the dude can sing! He's like whoa!

And of course crazy and funny Paul Twohill. My sister's obsessed with him like madly obsessed. More obsessed that she is with Chad Michael Murray. Well, at least Twohill is funny and crazy unlike Chad Michael Murray. Bleagh. Haha. She talks about him all the time. She smiles whenever they show just a bit of him in adverts. BUT! He can sing. Really sing!! And he's different which is PLUS! I was thinking about it. And even in American Idol, no one is/was as crazy as him. People like a little craziness I guess. Bleaghh.

Here Without You ((:

2006-05-27T11:12:00.000+08:00

World Record: Jennifer Dhanaraj did not touch the computer for TWO WHOLE DAYS! Haha. This shows how absolutely scared for GP. I was reading stuff because I was super scared that I wouldn't have anything to write for the essay.But in the end I had something to write, more than something in fact. I wrote twice as much than I normally would but that was because Charlene who was sitting beside me was writing like crazy and I felt pressurised! So yes, I had to force myself to write more cause if not I would have been sleeping for about 1 hour. By right, i would have finished it in an hour plus. Anyways GP midyear is over. Bleagh. 5 more subjects including tamil. History is scaring me like crazy. So much stuff to study, so many skills to master. I have to master the skill of writing fast. I was trying writing fast that day. I am super NOT FAST! Bleagh. Apparently, you're supposed to write 7 whole lines in a minute.

Anyways, besides impending examinations, the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE IS HERE! Argh.! I absolutely hate it. I mean yes, clothes are CHEAP as hell and it's great. But that also means excessive amount of shopping. We already went shopping yesterday and my mom was going crazy with like 60% sales and what not. If she could she'll buy the whole shop. I feel tired. Probably because of the aftermath of shopping. So will be blogging later. BYEE ((:

2006-05-19T22:51:00.000+08:00

I want something
That's purer than the water
Like we were
It's not there now
Ineloquence and anger
Are all we have

Like saturn's rings
An icy loop around me
Too hard to hold
Lash out first
And all the thing we don't like
Or understand

And it's beginning to get to me
That I know more about the stars and sea
Than I do of what's in your head
Barely touching in our cold bed

Are you beginning to get my point
They're always fighting with aching joints
It's doing nothing but tire us out
No one know what this fight's about

The answer phone
The lonely sound of your voice
Frozen in time
I only need
The compass that you gave me
To guide me on

It's so thrilling but also wrong
Don't have to prove that you are so strong
Cause I can carry you on my back
After our enemies attack

I tried to tell you before I left
But I was screaming under my breath
You are the only thing that makes sense
Just ignore all these present tense

We need to feel breathless with love
And not collapse under its weight
I'm gasping for the air to fill
My lungs with everything that I've lost

--Beginning to get to me by Snow Patrol--

This song is super sad but sweet in a way. Ahh. Just love this song.

2006-05-19T21:24:00.000+08:00

The week is finally over! OH gosh! This has been the most tiring/stressful week ever! Bleaghh. I finally completed my history research assignment... on time. ((: Had to stay up late though, mom wasn't too happy. lol. OH YES! I realised that when I stay up late, I don't sleep in school. I sleep like crazy in the bus, head rolling all over but I don't sleep in school! BUT! I end being tired the day after that. Really sleepy and all. Haha. Am I talking rubbish here?

Anyways, had a math test. I did extremely badly. Actually it's as good as handing in a blank paper. I really need math tuition as soon as possible. I'm arranging for math tuition with Angelina's mom, but nothing has been confirmed probably because I've been so damn busy what with Project Work, history and Econs and Math tests. Bleagh. Oh! I studied for econs test... well kinda and the data response question was damnn hard. Bleagh. BUT at least, the essay was alright I guess.

Anyways, besides the overwhelming load of assignments, had loads of fun actually. On wednesday, after interact, went to eat at Mad Jack's for the first time. For me at least. The place was super empty but the food was good ((: All worth it. but it eventually led to my current state of bankruptcy. My dream of saving up for an iPod is probably... gonna remain a dream that will never come true. Actually I think the reason why I am online basically 24 hours is to listen to music. THEREFORE, if I have an iPod, I wouldn't be online as much maybe? Haha. Oh well, except for downloading stuff.

Oh! Speaking of which! Just caught the last episode of Prison break. Was damn good but I guess I have to wait till bloody September to find out if they get caught. Haha. They actually execute the escape but then the plane they're supposed to get on leaves and they're basically out there in the open with like police cars surrounding and they end it. Like WHAT THE HELL! Bleagh. oh well. So now I've got nothing to watch so I guess I'll continue watching Lost. haha.

Oh yes! Both my sister didn't do very well for their exams and I really don't know what to do. I somehow feel responsible for their underperformance. Not sure why. Maybe it's the whole elder sister thing going on. Bleagh. My sister who got an A* for math PSLE last year failed her math this year. Like wth! I was really angry and again guilty because I didn't really help her much due to my workload or just plain laziness. So therefore, I've promised her that I'd help her with whatever I can. Until then, I can only imagine how my parents would react to her results. I hope they don't think it's because of this new freedom they've given them ever since I entered the JC. Don't know what the connection is there. Bleagh. Their results have given me extra motivation to study harder for my mid-years. I don't know how I'm gonna do though. GP is next week. My GP isn't very fantastic. I'm still struggling with staying awake during compres and all. Bleagh. I want to do well! Really. I get really worried though. But my friends in class give me extra motivation though. They're super duper hardworking! So I guess I have to be too. Well, I'm gonna start my intense revision starting tomorrow. I guess I'd have to start with tamil. Got huge loads of tamil homework. Bleagh. And yes, I screwed up my tamil oral... really badly. My teacher laughed at me. And it's not a good kind of laughter. BLEAGH.

2006-05-14T14:19:00.000+08:00

"These 20 years have gone by so fast. It feels as though we got married not too long ago. Thanks for being a good and understanding wife. LOVE!"

This is the message my dad sent to my mom on their 20th wedding anniversary on 11/5/2006. Although, my dad didn't come up with some kind of poem. This is probably the sweetest thing I've ever heard. I don't know why. When my mom showed my dad the message, my heart just like whoa. I'm so lucky to have parents like them. They have their shortcomings but when you read messages like those... it's like whoa. This is probably the sweetest thing my dad has ever said probably. My dad's not too good with words, or rather expressing his feelings and whatsoever. My dad's basically some kind of rock. haha. Yeah, so when I read that message my mom showed to me... I was basically shocked. See what love can do. Bleagh. Just rambling and all.

So it has been 20 years. I'd say that's really long. Some marriages can't even last 2 years. And my mom I tell you will pamper my dad with like shirts and ermm. other stuff. My dad doesn't buy shirts for himself at all. Haha. I tell you, they're damn sweet. And my dad's become less of a rock lately. The more open and loving I act with them, the less of a rock he becomes. At least that's what my mom says. You know to think, this marriage is an arranged marriage. It's just wow. Maybe having an arranged marriage ain't as bad. BUT I'd rather fall in love ((: I do hope love comes my way... not now. but eventually before 25? Possible? God, I hope so.

Anyways, I'm supposed to be doing history assignment now. Took a rather long break. Bleagh. I better get back. OH!

Happy Mother's Day!

2006-05-10T22:09:00.000+08:00

I've finally gotten myself a new keyboard. Yep, no more spelling mistakes, no more weird awkward spaces and of course no more BRACKETS at inappropriate places. AND! my new keyboard is supposedly 'water proof' design. So, I guess that's kinda good? But, I've gotten used to hesitating before I type the letter 'C'. And, my new keyboard's somehow softer so yeah, it's like got no sound and all which is good! Haha, I absolutely love my brand new keyboard.

So, anyways today I realised that somehow I fail in whatever I do. I just felt it. We had this history debate in school today and I prepared for it although not as much as I should have and i totally screwed up. I was so damn embarrassed of myself... it was horrible, the humiliation and all. I was so freaking demoralised. It's like somehow I felt that I would just fail in whatever I do. But then maybe, it's because I don't really put in effort. But then, I'm like justifying my failure. BLEAGH. This sucks. History... So anyways, today I kind of figured out why I feel uncomfortable talking to some people in my class. It's because I think I am not as cool or as funny as them. Like seriously what the hell. I thought I didn't care but like argh. Was so disappointed in myself. Immense disappointment. Then on the way home was like thinking about whether or not I've changed. I don't think I have but then... maybe I am.

Anyways, on to the brighter side of things. Today had a history test. Don't know how I did but I think definitely better than the Southeast Asian test even though I hardly studied. I wrote alot more but still not enough. But gradual improvement eh? So after that, walking around the school, tried to find the tennis court to watch the tennis match between SA and CJ and we did find the tennis court. So anyways, SA won. BLEAGH. Saw their short skirts and was thinking about what Brother Paul was thinking about their skirts. lol. I think the girls probably saw our skirts and like wanted to burst out laughing! After that, because we were so damnn hot, we decided to go for an ice cream ( Me, XuanTing and Sze Ming) So we went to Island Creamery for ice cream! And I would totally put the picture here but... something's kinda screwed. OH well, would put it another time! Had lots of fun! Lol. Shared a 500ml tub among 4 people as Jessica joined us after that. It was super duper nice! It's called ReversO! ((: Loved it!

Anyways, tomorrow's sports carnival. Hope I'll have fun!((:

2006-05-10T20:59:00.000+08:00

2006-05-02T22:46:00.001+08:00

The keyboard is still screwed up BUT I've found a way to deal with it thanks to my absolute brilliance. I decided to just copy and paste the 'c'. Anyways, I realised that my sister, Jovita has a blog! And besides her disgusting spelling(She spells also as oso), She sounds super bimbotic, which is quite unlike her. It's rather disturbing actually. Every sentence she types has got a 'like'. For example, I so totally like failed my test, like oh my god'... oh God. Imagine many sentences like these. And her sms english is disgusting. And the lack of punctuation... no wonder she's not in a hurry to buy the damn keyboard. The atrocious spelling doesn't bother her. Bleagh. So much for being in the smartest class.

Anyways, school's getting more fun unless you count the exessive amount of homework. Being an arts student is really not easy. Never expected it to be but... God this is just crazy! And I've got a cca and all. I'm in... Interact club. It's like a constant cip every thursday at a childcare
centre and all. It's quite ok I guess. And oh! I'm running for exco! ((: I wanted a leadership role I guess. So, the whole group of nominees or whatever are expected to come up with a group proposal on a fundraising project. So, that has been kinda hard given our busy schedules and all.

Miss the cool table a whole lot though! )):

Ok, like Im going to go off now. So, like, totally, BYE! haha.
Trying to talk like my sister. It is totally kinda hard man! Like TOTALLY.

2006-04-25T22:00:00.000+08:00

Oh my God, so the dumb keyboard's still s(rewed! Bleagh. Resorted to using a bra(ket! (ause it looks more like a 'See'. haha. So, this past week has been alright. Having fun in s(hool and all. And the poly people are loving their poly lives so all is good!! Glad that you all made (ool friends!

Anywas, on Saturday was the (J band (on(ert. It was damn good! Haha. Me, kat and Sze ming went onver to (harlene's house. Kat got there first and I met Sze Ming at Newton and we were talking on the bus and got distra(ted and we missed the bus stop and we wanted to go ba(k but we got lost! haha. So we took a taxi there. And My God, her house is like damn huge! And she has like a damn walk-in wardrobe. I mean I've never ever seen a walk-in wardrobe in real life before and she's got alot of (lothes. I always thought that ri(h people were like snobs but this ri(h girl is damnn ni(e! ((: And were like doing our make-up and all in her r oom and I felt damn
prin(ess like! Haha. Then we ate KF( till like 7-ish. Oh! the thing started at 7 so we were like late! And this first song was 'Lord of The Rings' whi(h was like damnnn long so had to wait outside.
After that, my mom (alled me and demanded me home for some damn odd reason. She wanted me to eat dinner at home. Like.. erm. ok. Haha. So (ouldn't join them for dinner. So yep, that's it.

Anyways, in s(hool last week, Kat was talking about perfe(t mat(hes and guess who was my supposed damn perfe(t mat(h?!?! The guy I hate most at s(hool. Also known as (hokalingam by some friends of mine also known as the guy who doesn't know he's Indian. And he has an Indian name! It's like bleagh! So, I was damn sho(ked and disgusted! But ever sine then, people in my (lass have been making fun of me whenever we (ross paths. BLEAGH.

Listening to this band (alled Angels & Airwaves now! They're totally (ool ! The Tom guy from Blink 182 is the vo(alist/guitarist and the other guitarist is the guy from Box (ar Ra(er also featuring Tom Delonges or whatever. This band not as upbeat as Blink 182 but it's really good! Trust me! They're better that other proje(ts Delonges has been involved in! Listen to the song 'It hurts' if possible. I'll put up the song sooner or later.

Gonna get to see the whole ( ool Table on Labour Day! Hopefully everything turns out fine ((:

2006-04-21T20:14:00.000+08:00

This week has probably been the most stressful. So many tests, all of which I was unprepared for. Bleagh. My tamil teacher scolded me this week for a number of reasons. Firstly, I didn't do my homework, I completely forgot about it and secondly she was frustrated with my tamil-speaking or rather the lack of tamil speaking. And then I didn't study for a test and I had to open my big mouth and tell her that I didn't study for it. I mean I've never studied for tami before! I think she thinks it's a miracle that I passed my 'O's with a pass. Oh! Ok,my keyboard's still s[rewed up. The 'See' letter is not working if you get what I mean. I [an't type the letter so I'm going to repla[e it with the ' [' alright? So, [ontinuing, she also s[oldedme for sleeping in [lass. I always sleep during tamil [lass and it really is
un[ontrollable. Bleagh. She said the next time I [lose my eyes, I have to go out of [lass. Totally embarassed, probably think I'm some sla[ker man. Bleagh. Argh. My post looks really ugly using bra[kets and all. Have to probably buy a new one soon! Argh. So mu[h for saving.

2006-04-19T22:07:00.000+08:00

I w anted to blog today since it's been quite lo ng but I splilt w ater on my keyboard and there are aw kw ard spaces in betw een and I like my s entences to look normal. S o I shall blog another day. ((: W ill probably blog tomorrow !

Oh yes ! I jus t want to share my happines s , after s o many searches for the Death Cab Album 't rans atlaticis m' I finally got it thanks to Wins on ((: Thank you! Lis tening to it right now .

2006-04-12T22:13:00.000+08:00

I am in a very tired/pissed mood! I had historu homework today. And I was confused half the time. I had to like refer back to the question 10,000 times! Like every 5 seconds, I would go... huh? The turn back to read the question again. Now I keep seeing the words 'Japanese Occupation' in my head now. Bleagh. STUPID JAPANESE. So anyways, my father was slamming Lee Kwan Yew... again! I hate it when he does that! It's super annoying. I mean why doesn't he go live in India or something if he hates Singapore so much? So anyways he said that LKY's only achievement was 'creating a kiasu society'. And I was thinking... it's mostly the post 65-ers who are kiasu. Actually, I think everyone is Kiasu to a certain degree, of course some more than others. Maybe Singaporeans are kiasu because Singapore gives out more free things/discounts/discount coupons than any other country in the world! I am just making up my own facts right now. So please do not believe any statistics I give you from now on! Oh! But this is true though. I remember watching the news when they featured a clip on a sale of Vera Wang wedding gowns somewhere in America. Actually I think they were free. Anyways, they queued for God knows how long! And when the shop opened, they all just rushed in! Huge stampede thing! Seriously. So everyone is kiasu BUT singapore is considered more kiasu than others simply because suppliers are generous.

I think my father is super 'Singaporean' nevertheless along with my mom! Went for my sister band concert at Victoria Concert Hall. So my sister sold tickets to my cousins. But we held on to their tickets and they were late so I had to wait for them quite a while. And the good seats were going out soon so we went in anyways and thought we'd meet them during the interval. So my mom asked me to reserve or 'chope' two seats for them. We were sitting right at the back so I thought no one would come and sit there so I put my bag on the seat beside me. Then more people started coming in and looking for seats. And I thought it was kind of rude to just place your bag there so I took my bag out. Then people took up the 2 reserved seats. And my mom scolded me man! Like what the hell! Typical 'singaporean'. It's their faults for being late. Why deprive others of seats right. bleagh.

OH! Speaking of suppliers... I PASSED MY ECONS TEST! Haha. I only was fully awake for 2 lectures and I passed the test. ((: But I actually studied. But still satisfied. I thought I would fail it actually probably because I was sleeping DURING the test. Oh well! I've got another econs test coming up next week. Gonna be way more complicated than the last one so I have to study alot more. And probably memorise loads of stuff too. BLEAGH.

I am kind of tired. So I guess I'll better get back to omy typical Singaporean life. Doing homework. Bleagh!

But I LOVE SINGAPORE! lol. It's better than like America. Where people shoot one another.
Watch One Tree Hill Season 3 episode 16. You'd hate american life.

2006-04-08T18:55:00.000+08:00

And it came to me then that every plan
Is a tiny prayer to father time
As I stared at my shoes in the ICU
That reeked of piss and 409
And I rationed my breaths as I said to myself
That I've already taken too much today
As each decsending peak on the LCD
Took you a little further away from me
Away from me

Amongst the vending machines and year-old magazines
In a place where we always say goodbye
It stung like a violent wind where memories depend
On a faulty camera in our minds
And I knew the you were a truth that I would rather lose
Than to have never lain beside at all
And I look around at all the eyes on the ground
As the TV entertained itself

Cause there's no comfort in the waiting room
Just nervous pacers bracing for bad news
And then the nurse comes around and everyone lifts their heads
But I'm thinking of what sarah said
That love is watching someone die

So, who's gonna watch you die?

What Sarah Said by Death Cab for Cutie

2006-04-06T20:59:00.000+08:00

I haven't blogged for almost one week man! I have been quite busy. With school work and all.
Academically, it's getting tougher. Lots of deadlines to meet and all but I manage somehow. But, socially I am adjusting. Slowly but surely. lol.

So, alot of things have happened this week. For starters, I lost my wallet AGAIN! There was this Parent-Teacher meeting on Monday, and my parents took ten years to get ready so we took a taxi there so that we'd not be late... obviously. I only took my wallet and phone along. Then someone messaged me in the taxi then I put my wallet beside me on the seat and I totally forgot about it until a few minutes after we got out of the cab! I tell you I am the most careless girl alive! Argh. After that my parents kept nagging and nagging and all. BLEAGH. The last time I lost my wallet, it wasn't so bad because firstly I had my ez-link car and secondly, my parents didn't know about it. So it was better to deal with. Anyways, so I called the company up and they asked me to make a police report. So decided to go the next day after school BUT before that my dad called and said that a passenger found my wallet and it was at the Boon Lay Police Post. So, my dad said he'd follow me! I tell you the relief and joy when I heard that they found me wallet!

I think I've lost my wallet in every possible place. Toilet, Theatre, Bus, Taxi, School. Except the train. But I don't take the train so I won't be losing it anytime soon. ((:

Anyways, going out with my dad alone was super awkward! I think it was my first time going out with him alone! I was super quiet. Tried to sleep bu couldn't. Really awkward! Then I thought about when I was younger. When I still slept in my sisters' room. He would come to our room and tell us stories, those Thomas Hardy ones like Jude the Obscure, The Mayor Of Catorbridge and all. I think that's how I developed and interest in books. After my PSLE results, everything just stopped and I felt guilty for depriving my sisters a proper relationship with my father. Sure, everything is better now than when compared to 2 yrs ago and I'm grateful and all. But I want something more. Actually, sometimes, I think he knows me better than anyone else and favours me over everyone else but doesn't show it. I've always had this secret desire to get a new piano. I never ever told my sisters nor did I tell my mom because I thought it was selfish to spend 3000 bucks on one person. But when I see pianos i n shopping centres and all, I get super excited. And my dad asked me one day, if I wanted a new piano. Just like that. Without any warning. I said yes of course but I told I would be satisfied with a second hand piano. So, I might be getting a piano very soon! ((:

Listening to the album, Heroine from First to Last. It's great! Got a unique sound. It's cool stuff. I think I'll upload a song soon enough onto the blog.

Ok, this is a boring entry. Byee.
((:

2006-04-01T14:06:00.000+08:00

I am wrecked, I am overblown.
I am also fed up with the common cold.
But I just hate to say goodbye
To the metaphors and lies
That have taken me years to come up with.

Say it's true. Say you like me
It's just for the night
For me it's been eternity

And as I gently sip this drink,
I think about my lack of future,
And all the places I could learn to fall in love.

I know I shouldn't waste my time
Wishing I'd been better designed,
Yet for some reason still think

I am wrecked, I am overblown.
I am also fed up the fucking common cold

When I just want to feel alive
For the first time in my life
I just want to feel...
ATTRACTIVE TODAY.

Atrractive today by Motion City Soundtrack

I just absolutely love this song. I totally identify with the song! Haha. Oh, this is the song on this blog ((:

2006-03-31T19:20:00.000+08:00

I realised today that most of my money is spent on soyabean and milo! Oh my God! I finally found out how come my money's disappearing all the time!

For 1 break, I spend...
--$2 or less on food ( usually western)
--$0.70 on Ice Milo
Oh! And when I buy Ice Milo, by the time I get to my table I finish my drink! Like WHAT THE HELL! ARGH. So let me contibue
--$1 on Milo Can ( Because I need a drink when I eat)
--$0.80 on Soya Bean (simply because I cannot live without soyabean)

So that's like $2.50 on drinks alone! Oh god! I have to learn how to stop drinking so fast. And my addiction to soya bean is damn bad. I even get withdrawal symptoms during the weekends and all. Bleagh. Who the hell gets addicted to like Soya Bean man?

Anyways, today was a rather long day! Ended off with an econs lecture and lo and behold ... I didn't sleep. My first econs lecture where I'm actually awake! I was so proud of my achievement! ((:

Then after that, met Denesh so that we could go home together. Well, she was going home I had to go to Serangoon Road to follow my mom change some stuff. My mom I tell you, everytime she goes to Tekkha and buys clothes or whatever, she always has to change! Because of the lack of fitting rooms and all! Bleagh. And I decided to follow her because I miss her and well, she hates to go to that area alone and all so yea.

Anyways, I was talking to Denesh and she was telling me about the un-cooperative Indians in CJC. There're a few Indians who probably wish every night that they were like Chinese or something. Nothing against the chinese though but if you're not proud of who you are, you're just no one! No sense of belonging to anything. I mean the chinese won't see you as one of them.Although I do admit I ain't a good Indian. I don't listen to tamil songs, I don't watch many tamil movies, I cannot speak tamil, my writing ain't so good now and all. But nevertheless, I am proud to be an Indian as odd as that might sound. I mean like if an Indian accomplishes something great. I feel proud and all! Yeah, I do. I am sure everyone feels proud when their own race accomplishes something but I wonder if all these Indians-who-wished-they-weren't-Indians feel proud of anything at all.

And now there's this common thing with Indian guys going for Chinese girls. Not that I am affected. I mean I am but I am not interested in any of these Indian guys anyways. Haha. My guitarist goes for Indian girls! haha I think ((: Well, whatever. Oh my God! There's this guy from J1 that annoys the crap out of me! He's one of those wanna-be something else other than Indian. He's annoying. Never talked to him but I always see him around. Haha we call him Chokalingam. lol. But that's not his name, obviously. But he looks like a chokalingam though. LOL.

Anyways, watched Prison Break today. Almost pulled all my hair out. It's so nerve-wrecking I tell you! I can feel the pain he's going through and all. Oh by the way Lincoln escaped electrocution just when they were about to press the button! Scary shit!

Anyways, was having literature today which was absolutely great. It was paper 4, Brave New World. This Huxley guy is really wow I tell you! Some of the things he wrote about in the book exist today. Maybe not exactly like how it's depicted in the book but something like that. In the book, there is the principle of pleasure and fear. Humans are driven by these two principles. Especially pleasure. In the book, sex is just depicted as something. As in, erm. you don't have to love to have sex with someone. The man you're having sex with is just a posession. Nothing more. This I tell you is quite common these days. I could never understand how one-night stand worked. Isn't the whole purpose of sex somewhat of a declaration of your love to him but in a whole new level? Sigh. The world I'm living in is just too small. And I get scared when I realise what's happening in the world outside of me. My eyes are finally opening eh. Bleagh. Don't know if you get what I'm trying to say. But. whatever.

((:

2006-03-30T20:50:00.000+08:00

I am a happy girl! ((:

Alot of good stuff happened this week that made me happy. Firstly, school's getting better socially and academically. Yep, I finish most of my homework in time well except for tamil. And also I am okay with the work I hand up/do. They are not last-minute stuff. Well, some are... but the work is of some kind of quality la. As in, a lot of effort is put into my work. Yep. So anyways, socially, doing better too... a little better. I talk more, I realised I have to talk because my mouth was getting too dry from not talking. lol. Im talking crap!

Ok, so anyways, we had mass PE today! BLEAGH! But at least we ran first before heading off to do conditioning so it was like 100000 times better. Then we did GST(Grand Stand Torture) before getting dismissed to go home. But stayed back for a while after that just to talk crap then went back home in the rain! I hate the rain! argh. I hate getting wet especially. Bleagh. But it was drizzling so it wasn't THAT bad.

OH! I know the main reason for my happiness today! I've got an almost brilliant idea for project work. Actually it's not that brilliant but it's the only idea I've ever come up with in my entire life. As in seriously, I've got NO creative juices flowing in my brain or whatever. I've never come up with a brilliant idea... an original idea! I've been a loser my entire life man! I've chosen the topic 'Momentum' as the task and decided to base it on the local music scene. Yep. Mr Lim ( my GP teacher) said that it was a good idea. So I was super happy! My first creative idea created by ME! ((:

OH! And I also dropped by at Innova on Monday along side with Angelia who looks absolutely hot in the AJ uniform. Wow. Seems like just yesterday. Time passes by pretty cool eh. Saw alot of people like Sharon, Shelly, Yanni, Ee Chin, Shreeya, Zaki and other people. Met the new people of 0643A. Girls are hot! Guys are funny stuff!

And of course I saw HIM! Great stuff! Was really happy to see him! It has been quite a while. His hair's grown quite a bit now. He looks different! It's like I find it hard to identify him. With his lack of hair and the cap, I could pick him out almost instantly. BUT at least I got to see him! That's good enough. Was so happy to see him! Really. So just a while back I just started getting these flashbacks from the first day of school when I first saw him with his long hair and his guitar and I actually somehow was put off by him. Thought he was t hose posers. Then to the time at t he CCA fair when I first listened to him play! Sigh. Memories.

This week's been pretty in fact very alright so far. There's just friday to get pass and I'll be an even happier girl. And oh! I got my lit book, Othello. Started reading it and it's pretty good! It's more than good. It's the type of plot I'd like... those tragic romance. The main character Iago is damn cool! As in, he's super interesting! The way he speaks and all. Can't wait to read Brave New World, our paper 4 book. It looks really interesting too!

Can't wait to see the next episode of Prison Break. Hopefully I'll get to watch it soon! It's just waiting for me to watch it!

((:

2006-03-26T19:38:00.000+08:00

I feel really sleepy now! So, anyways the weekend just passed by super duper fast man! Before I know it, it's like Sunday! I realised I have to start going to church soon! I am a lousy Catholic man! Argh. I am always waking up late. I haven't gone to church in a really really long time! Stupid me!

So, anyways listening to this band called Motion City Soundtrack. They're kinda cool in terms of their lyrics. Not bad.Actually I think they're great stuff! Although I must say, they sound way too simple plan-ish too me... too punkish? That's kind of a turn off. I would want to like a band that has its own sound. But nevertheless, it's cool stuff. Haha. Oh anyways, ever since I put the Thrice song 'Image of the Invisible' people have been asking me for the song. Cool shit man! Haha. I have such fantastic taste in music! ((:

Just feeling kind of down that the records of all these bands are really expensive! I can't even afford normal-priced CD's, let alone all this $40-60 CD's. If they were normal priced, I would definitely get them. It's a pity they're not popular in Singapore. Actually I wouldn't want these tracks playing on the radio. Somehow I find that bands who get featured on radio, sooner or later the second or subsequent record turns out to be very... manufactured. It's like they want to give the listeners exactly what they want, what's the 'in' thing now. Take for example Bon Jovi, they have in my opinion completely changed. They are more inclined to like pop/rock/don't know what else. And Green Day with their album 'American Idiot'. Yeah sure, it was one of the best-selling albums. But it's totally appealing to the mass! With first single 'American Idiot' clearly aimed to pull in more listeners. What happened to tracks like 'Basket Case' man? One of my favourite Green Day songs!

And no there're more bands like Simple Plan coming out which are just simply annoying. I mean establish your own identity for God's sake. But I think the mos annoying band to date is definitely Son of Dork. I mean... seriously! Eddie's song?!?! About a guy who screws a different girl after every gig and ends up having 27 kids which he doesn't know about.

Firstly, I don't think it's possible to have 27 damn kids you don't know about especially since you are a famous rockstar. Won't the mothers of these kids sue this 'Eddie' for like paternal support thing? Doesn't that happen like all the time? You find out you're pregnant with some rich, hot rockstar and you just sit there without any money, support? No way man! These mothers would definitely sue them right! Bleagh.

Secondly, how the hell can he somehow make sure every woman he sleeps with gets pregnant. I mean I know they don't use p rotection and all but still! According to my bio lesson last year which i got an A2 for you have a fertile period and a safe period. The probability that he screws the woman on her fertile period is just crazy! haha.

Oh God, this is the result of eating dinner early and thus boredom. Oh, I'd like to give you one piece of advice. Don't ever get attached! Unless you know the guy's perfectly rational and sane! or else... deep shit!

Yep, week 2 of school tomorrow! Good Luck me!
((:

2006-03-24T17:30:00.000+08:00

" I had a dream last night. You and me were working on a house , pounding nails. And ... in the dream it felt like we were older. It was so clear... the whole dream and when I awoke, I knew today wasn't going to be the end, that we'll see each other again dad. I know it. I love you dad."

This was a scene from prison break! And after this I could not control my damn tears! I was bawling my eyes out! Thank God I was alone in the house. haha. So anyways, this show is just absolutely great! I think the first season is coming to Singapore pretty soon! Just watch out for it! It's about this guy, Lincoln Burrows who is wrongly accused of killing the vice-president's brother and is sentenced to death. And Michael Scoffield, Lincoln's brother is an engineer who basically designed the prison Lincoln's in. And so he decides to save his brother by getting himself arrested for armed robbery, tatooing the whole blueprint on his body... cleverly disguised and goes to the jail and basically starts work to get the brother to escape.

So anyways, watching season 2 or something and I realised how scary it is to be like basically waiting for the end. He is supposed to die by electrocution. Can you imagine waiting to die? I mean like me waiting for the day for mass P.E. can cause butterflies in my s tomache, constant prayers to God for the days before P.E to pass by slowly. And this is ONLY mass P.E! Can you imagine awaiting your own death. You're just helpless, alone. Scary shit! I think capital punishment isn't the way to go. For some cases in Singapore, I thought they deserved it. But I don't know. Ok, so let's say a guy killed some other guy. How is this action justified by killing the murderer as well? You're basically repeating his deed right?

Bleagh. I can't believe I am feeling so emotional over a TV show! Haha. Can't wait for Monday to come. Well, actually Tuesday! The ~~bloody~~ show always ends with a cliff hanger.

So anyways...

I want to thank Alexandra Paul of 2T04 from Catholic Junior College for returning my wallet with the money and all still there!((:

Yep, lost my wallet for the 475890 time. Lost it after my first detention lesson. Left it at the toilet! I want to thank this girl personally but I don't even know who she is. )): I hope I'll find her soon, then I can thank her! ((: Anyways DETENTION! Haha. My first detention lesson was... alright. I finished tamil compo! ((: Yep. Was late! for my first time! Bleagh. I remember how at Innova I'd be late like 4 times a week. But I won't get detention man! Haha. Oh well!

OH! YES! I think CJ guys suck! I mean the J2's! Don't know about the J1's, don't really want to. So anyways! actually I think I cannot generalise but still. Most of them look snobbish and all! Anyways this guy who is okay looking is damn annoying. I think the whole Indian community somehow knows him! I guess he's hot and all but still! argh.! he sucks!!!

I don't usually mention names but there can be exceptions! His bloody name is Kelvinder... singh? I think. Don't know about his surname but who the hell cares! He think every girl is in love with him and worships him at all! So anyways, my friend used to like him and somehow he found out and has been trying to avoid her. But his stupid ass friends always teasing him. It's like secondary school. It's seriously like lower secondary school teasing! Even primary school-ish. So anyways, she has totally lost interest. But his thick skull just cannot get this. So it's like everytime, the pass by each other he look the other side! like wtf! SHE DOESN'T LIKE YOU ANYMORE! GET A LIFE! NOT EVERY BLOODY GIRL HAS TO WORSHIP YOU! Bleagh. He sucks! I think I hate him more than ... Chad Michael Murray. Actually no! Not possible. But close enough though.

GUYS. sigh.
I miss Innova. The guys are much nicer.
HE would be ten times nicer than dumb-ass Kelvinder.
((:

2006-03-21T22:01:00.000+08:00

I feel like being totally random!

1. I cannot wait to see prison break! I've been waiting freaking 3/4 months! Oh shit, I am so excited! Aaahh.

2. I don't know if I can see myself spending the next two years with my class if I'm going to continue being anti-social!

3. I hate not talking. I am supposed to talk alot!

3. I barely talked at all in class today... less than 10 whole sentences! Oh shit. Anti-social me.

4. Alcoholic partner! Bleagh((:

5. Prison break!

6. I finished history assignment

7. Went to Toa Payoh to meet up with Farah, Angelina and Keisha. And saw people like Belle and Sarah E. ((:

8. Prison Break!

9. I hate my stupid phone. Half the music on my itunes/WMP cannot be uploaded onto my stupid phone! Argh!

10. I am eating way too much for my own good!

11. Prison Break!

12. I am way too broke! At this rate I will never be able to buy a damn mp3 player and I'll go mad!

13. I wanna crash Innova. Strange Guitarist has a new hairstyle.~~I miss seeing him!~~

2006-03-16T22:08:00.000+08:00

The holidays are going to end soon. Bleagh. It didn't even seem like the holidays though. Had to go back to school for bridging lectures from Monday to Wednesday for a couple of hours. Lectures so far have been ok. I am absolutely loving history!! But I have this history assignment that I am like absolutely dying to do! I just want to write an essay. But I keep putting it off because I don't know if I can write well enough for the teacher. I've talked to a couple of people and they said that even if you put in effort and think that you've written well, most of the time the teacher does not see it that way. I would just totally feel discouraged when that happens! But I realise I have to do this assignment, I want to do it actually. Like the structure of this essay has been planned in my head and I've read the readings and all. Just haven't started the actual writing yet. So anyways, besides history other subjects are okay I guess. For the first time, I actually paid attention to Econs lecture and I know what is going on! So, that's good. Literature surprisingly is not as interesting as the lectures at Innova. But maybe it's because it's only introductory lectures. And plus we haven't really touched on poetry yet.

So, anyways I met up with Clarissa after the longest time yesterday. Met her at City Hall then headed off to Carl's Jr at Suntec. The burgers there are like HUGE. Well actually it's no surprise since it's an American Fast Food restaurant. Americans are fat! I actually thought that all white people were like slim and fat because of the media and all. But it's not at all true. In fact, America has one of the highest obesity rates in the world. I think. I am not really sure. Or was it the UK. Oh well, same thing. Anyway, meeting up with Clarissa was great stuff! She was looking for a school bag and found a BEAUTIFUL one at the nike store. It was really really just wow! But she didn't buy it though but I think she probably will soon enough! And we shopped at Toys R' Us because I wanted to buy a nice, simple pencil box but couldn't find anything that satisfied me. Actually I couldn't find anything at all! So we just walked around and stuff and we decided to leave the place. So we headed for the bus stop when I was trying to figure how the hell to go home without having to resort to using a train and then Belle called me and so we decided to meet seeing how I haven't seen her in a long time too! So met her at City Hall. Laughed with her, had fun with her. Realised how much I missed her. So we went to TP to get a drink and then talked about... white guys. And how they cannot be trusted. Well, most of them at least! If you want to marry a white guy, DON'T. You can think of marrying him but do not actually marry him! Beacuse most of the times, it won't last. That's my opinion at least. I am not being racist though. It's just fact. Yeah sure, they're supposedly hotter than asians, have more appeal and whatever but still... you can have a fling or whatever but DO NOT MARRY THE GUY! I think a marriage on average lasts for like 5-6 yrs in America. Then they get divorced, marry again blah blah. But, not all white guys are like that though. But just think twice if you're thinking of marrying a white guy I guess. By the way, this is not racism yea? Just what I think. I sure hope I do not get put into jail for this. Bleagh.

Anyways I have a declaration to make!

I LOVE JERRY SEINFELD!!

He's like the funniest guy ever! Was watching my first Seinfeld episode ever on Star World today! Was laughing my ass off! Although this show replaced Friends, it's totally worth it! He is damn funny! Bleagh. I think I am watching too much TV. OH! Anyways I was watching Criss Angel today! So there's this stunt called Oasis where he's stuck in this air bubble thing with water surrounding him. And there's like locks and stuff so he has to escape. I knew for sure he'd escape. So he's in this thing for 24 hours plus thinking of a way to escape. And suddenly the water starts to overflow, flowing out of this tank thing and you'd expect him to come out, and stand on top of the tank BUT he actually ends up on the car a couple of metres away! It is humanly impossible!!!! Im still shocked! What the hell!!!!!!!! How the hell can he do that?

Anyways, I'd better go to sleep now. I've got an early day tomorrow! Have to go the dentist at like ten and then to harborfront to meet my Innova friends! Can't wait!

((:

2006-03-12T17:54:00.000+08:00

Ok, so this is a song by Thrice from their album called Vheissu! This is one of the best albums I have ever come across, all the songs are really good! This is my favourite song from this album.

Image of the Invisible

We're more than carbons and chemicals