It is the freaking weekend! Oh my God, time is passiny by so quickly, it's almost unbelievable! In about 3 weeks time, I would probably be receiving my 'O' level results! I really have no idea about how I will do. I don't think I will do so well though. At least not well enough to get into SAJC. Well I guess we'll just see.

Yep. Anyways school's definitely getting better. I don't dread school as much as I used to. Well, except the days where I've got P.E. I hate P.E. It's tiring, boring and not fun! Maybe secondary school P.E. was better! Why did I have to go to a sports JC? Bleagh. Anyways, made some friends. My class is pretty much okay I guess. I feel comfortable. It's not as bad as my tribe group.

And oh, I am still CCA-less. Yeah, I haven't found something which I am interested in with the exception of Musicians' Club. I wished I at least went for the tryouts! Damn! Laziness is terrible I tell you! Everday I just want to go back home and sleep. OMG! I just toally figured out something! Something I've been trying to figure out since yesterday! AAaaahhhhhh! :) :) :)!

Ok basically, I saw this guy yesterday in school. And yea, I felt as if I've seen him before. And I felt like I haven't seen him before. And this kind of thing usually kills me , so I was trying to remember where I've seen him before. Thinking, thinking. BLeagh. Couldn't figure out until now! He's the CCA Fair guitarist; the one from the Musicians' Club! :) He used to have longer hair, now it's like a crew cut thing. Bleagh. I hope he didn't lose his talent and passion whatever while cutting his hair!

I remember reading a story in the Bible. Was it the Bible? I don't know. It's like this guy has super long hair and it gives him lots of strength and all but another dude got jealous and cut his hair off while sleeping! And he lost all his strength! Yeah, I remember reading this when I was younger so I always hated to cut my hair. Not that I had any talent to begin with but yea.

And if you realise most musicians have long hair! Well, I think. I can't think of anyone right now.
Bo Bice? Axl Rose? Michael Jackson? The Casablancas dude from The strokes (!!). That's all I can think off. But I am sure there are more talented long-haired musicians. Positive.

Argh. What if he did lose his talent? Lol. It's quite funny actually. One day you can play so freaking well, and after you've cut your hair it's so.. technical;emotionless.

I think I've freaking gone mad. I don't even know what I am talking about. Bleagh.Oh! I have decided to learn the guitar by myself. Found a few websites which were quite useful and I've got my sisters' books too. Hopefully, I learn a few chords soon! Im so excited! I am finally going to do something!

Don't believe by Letter Kills.

I freaking love this song. Listening to it this very instant! Ah, I love them! Oh yeah, talking about love, I am in love. Never thought this was possible but yes. And the guy is a.. COWBOY! I love cowboys, partly because of Brokeback Mountain(!!!) and American Idol! I love the cowboy from American Idol. His name is Garett Johnson? Not sure. He's 18. He's so good.. for a cowboy! And he's so.. refreshing! No idea why? I was so captivated by him. His singing is ability is wow. And he's so... innocent and young. So full of life! That's how I feel about him. And he's so full of dreams, hopes. You could see it in his face. He wanted a break from his everyday life. And he's not bad looking either.Haha yep. :)

Anyways, Martin luther King Jr's birthday just passed so I shall leave you with an extract from ome of the most famous speeches ever."I Have A Dream."

I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed. We hold these truths to be self-evident that all men are created equal.

I have a dream that one day on the red hills of Georgia the sons of former slaves and the sons of former slave owners will be able to sit down together at the table of brotherhood.

I have a dream that one day even the state of Mississippi, a state sweltering with the heat of oppression, will be transformed into an oasis of freedom and justice.

I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character.

I have a dream today.

I have a dream that one day down in Alabama, with its vicious racists, with its governor having his lips dripping with the words of interposition and nullification; that one day right down in Alabama little black boys and black girls will be able to join hands with little white boys and white girls as sisters and brothers.

I have a dream that one day every valley shall be exalted, and every hill and every mountain shall be made low, the rough places will be made plains and the crooked places will be made straight and the glory of the Lord shall be revealed and all flesh shall see it together.

He had a dream. He did all he could so that his dream could come true even though he did not live to see it.

Now do you have a dream? What are you going to do about it? What am I going to do about it.

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