I'd Rather Dance With You.

Common tests are coming soon and I don't even feel ready at all. Bleaghh.
But I'm studying.
So that's good.
Anyways, I feel that something's not right with me.
Or maybe it's just my sister bothering me.
She keeps saying I'm depressed... just because I've been studying more than usual lately.
Crazy cat.

I'm trying very desperately to find a nice layout for friendster, saves me from the terrible thing called boredom. But I just feel more frustrated.
I think doing math is so much better.
I'm such a noob.
And I seriously need to get a computer like soon.
I think this computer is so old that it's probably considered an antique; like one of those first generation computers.
So any antique lovers, please do consider my almost-antique computer.

I want to buy so many goddamn things but I'm so broke.
I've got 2 books I want to buy.
A whole lot of CD's-- due to my resolution to actually buy more albums instead of d/lding.
Gosh.
OHH! My father just bought a car a couple of days back. It's arriving on the 25/4.
So have to wait for quite a while.
BUT! Purchasing a car= cutting down on other expenses.
Therefore, my original plan of asking for a raise in allowance has to be scraped. Bleaghh.

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You Have My Attention.


Bleaghh. This blog is close to being dead. Have to resuscitate all and hence I'm here. The oppurtunity cost of blogging is of course doing studying for my history SBQ test tomorrow. I don't know if I phrased that right.

Anyways, have had a pretty bad start to the week. Firstly, the death of a family member. It was rather depressing seeing how she was so cheery but ended up doing a stupid thing. Sigh. But this has thought me to be more aware of the people around me, to detect any problems. So please, anyone who has problems or what, talk to someone, anyone.

My whole family is still at shock over this tragedy and don't think we'll ever be able to get over it. Goes to show how much the family suffers.

Anyways, this freaking morning, me and my sisters got freaking screamed at on the bus by some absolute stranger.
Literally screaming.
Scared the freaking shit out of us I tell you.
I have never ever been scolded like that in my entire life.
Thank God, CJ's only one bus stop away.
God, I seriously start shaking everytime I think about it.
Bleaghhh.

Valentines' Day is tomorrow eh! Reminds me of my very depressing lack of a love life.
But nevermind, single is good.
Enjoy the single days.!
Hopefully, I won't be enjoying these days for the rest of my life.
But V-day is also a good day to spend with friends so not so bad.
The exchanging of cookies, chocolates etc.
All so fun.
But of course, it'd be nice to have some sort of surprise on V-day.
Haha.
Dream.

But but but but... I'm not desperate.
Just that this year, there're so many damn couples within CJ itself, it's kinda hard not to notice that having that special someone is actually quite special.
I don't think I am making sense.

My sister told me that if I continue to look like a horse/bird/ God knows what other animal AND continue to act retarded and supposedly immature(?!?!?!), I will remain single for the rest of my life.
Plus the fact that I'm Indian supposedly makes me more undesirable...

ACCORDING TO MY SISTER AH. She is this super anti-Indian kid.

Obviously, she's never looked at the mirror before. Haha. Retarded kid.

Oh! And I realised that I like CJ and my class the oh-so-wonderful 2T04 a lot a lot better this year. Like a lot better. Maybe it's because of the classroom... maybe not. haha.
Nevertheless, I'm happy knowing I'm in a class like 2T04.

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My first sushi. ((:

Haven't blogged for a while, BUT everything's going great! Alot of stuff happened from the last blog post till now and I'm oh so excited to share! First's first, I successfully survived the countless tests and not to mention homework which includes the irritatingly irritating PBL Assignment. On the freaking UN. Killer. Yepp, I think Superman helped me survive!

So anyways, after the damn stressful week, our class decided to have a barbeque at Charlene's place. Charlene's place I tell you is like a freaking 6 star hotel room. The girl's got a huge ass TV. Nice flooring. A freaking huge shoe cabinet... with shoes in it. I have a huge cabinet too but it's empty from the lack of shoes. Anyways, yeah, you go to her room, and you'll see your dream bedroom. Or maybe even better.

She's got a freaking walk-in closet. With a wonderful underwear drawer. Sigh.

Anyways, we went shopping and all for the barbeque then started to get ready at the pit. All fun stuffwith exciting episodes like the great rat scurrying around. Haha. Fun stuff!

OH YES! Before the barbeque, I FINALLY ATE MY VERY FIRST SUSHI! Ting, Charlene and Sze Ming thought it was time to eat sushi and I did. I had a violent reaction though but the sushi was quite good. ((: Got picture all!

Okay, besides that went for the Hoobastank gig. Had free tickets so had no choice. Haha. But they're quite friendly but when you have muse to compare to, it's obviously not as good. BUT BUT I took a lot a lot of pictures. The only thing I enjoyed doing. I was super infront! And I only reached at about 1830! Wth. Shows the popularity huh.

Anyways, more work to do. See you soon!

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