Aiyo! I haven't blogged in a million gazillion years! Bleaghh. I feel so old when I don't blog. Bleagh. No connection eh? Haha, I hope people still visit my blog yes! Anyways, past 2 weeks have been not so great. Thinking about my future a whole lot and how these 2 years are probably gonna be the most important and toughest in my whole life. Did very terribly for my midyears. Yep. But I'm studying now. I am actually studying on weekends too ((: So you know that's a good start. And me not blogging is actually a good sign cause that means I'm hardly online eh? Haha. Oh well. Let's hope to God I get promoted and meet my expectations.

Anyways, I would just totally love to declare alot of things.

1. I PASSED MY STANDING BROAD JUMP WITH A SILVER! ((: Which is like oh my god considering I haven't passed 150 since primary school! BLEAGHH. So no more mass PE for me baby!

2. I SO TOTALLY LOVE JONATHAN LEONG! When he was singing 'Kissing a Fool'. I wanted to be his fool and his mike la. He was totally feeling up the mike. HAH. Weird but yes. Oh my gosh. He is my first love and how said that it has to be one sided.

3. I am totally eternally grateful that my parents only freaked out after the ptm for one day! Haha. But nevertheless I missed the AJC installation yesterday cause they said I couldn't go out. But they're back to normal. Haha. I think they saw me really studying

4. My sister is lending her Mp3 player for 2 whole weeks baby! That means I get to listen to music and not just her teeny bopper music like Jesse Mcartney and all that crap. I get to put in my own songs! Oh yea!

5. Prison Break is starting soon on August 21.

6. I love Jonathan Leong.

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Oh, how I miss my computer, blogging, iTunes! Ah, it's been rather hectic with project work, history tutorial outlines, exam results. EXAM RESULTS. I didn't do very well obviously. Procrastination obviously does not work at all especially in JC. Bleaghh. This sucks man. I seriously need miracles to get promoted to JC.

Anyways, yeah. Everything's been going wrong this week. Of course, starting with Italy winning the world cup. And yes, the famous headbutt which has, I must say, totally upstaged the Italian's fourth win. It's kind of funny. But I totally feel bad that he ended his beautiful career with such a bang. Literally. If I was headbutted by him, ( I wish) my chest area would really turn concave-ish. Bleaghh. Looked painful BUT Italians are very good at acting which can be seen in the Italy Australia match. Come to think of it that oscar winning dive probably won them the world cup because I think Australia would have won if it had gone into extra time.

Anyways, besides the world cup, everything's been moderately fine. Having lots of fun in school which is good. ((: And yeah. Just that well the results thing kinda sucks. I just hope I get a good pass for history. I really need that pass damn it. BLEAGHH.

I need an iPod!

Oh yes! My sister got me two tickets for the Singapore Idol show on Wednesday and Clarissa came along with me. She's super crazy over Joakim. Haha. But they guy's quite funny and friendly. Although I didn't really like him at first, he's not that bad... BUT HE STILL CAN'T SING. Not as good as the others. But he tries.

Anyways, of course the Singapore Idol contestant I'm rooting for this season is Jonathan Leong. Since the beginning. Omg. He's so damn wow. And he looked at me! ((: At least I think so. Well, gosh. I love him. He's nice, good looking can sing. And oh my gosh. Jonathan. This is like a major crush. Bleaghh. And I don't do celebrity crushes. Well semi celebrity. He's so wow. And he's kinda shy and all that. ((: Ahh. I think I might just have a thing for long-haire musicians. Well most. Well, not really into Twohill. But he's cool. He's my age and he's probably the most popular 16/17 year old in Singapore. But Jon's still the best!

So then why was he in the bottom 3?
Ahh, I was super sad. I mean like. Shit man. I think it's like the whole Chris Daughtry thing. Where people think it's a given that other people would vote for him and do not pick up the phones and all. Bleagh. I should have voted

My mom was super duper mad that he was in the bottom 3. She was seriously quite agitated. I think even if her favourite tamil serial drama got cut off, she wouldn't be as agitated. And believe me she's crazy over those drama serials. And she never ever admits to having a favourite something especially if it's a guy. Say like favourite actor, singer etc. He would either have to be damn old or DEAD. So for my mom to like Jonathan Leong, it's something big. It's something huge. It's something absolutely colossal. Jonathan Leong has single handedly changed my mom. From being obsessed with Indian drama serials to actually sitting down with us and watching Singapore Idol. Waiting impatiently for Jonathan to do what he does best. Now we share this special bond thingy. LOL. Sounds kinda stupid. But like yesterday, after the results show, I was lamenting about him being in the bottom 3 and my sisters didn't want to share my disappointment with me. ( They support Twohill) And it was great having to complain and whine with my mom about Singaporeans' laziness to just pick up the damn phone. Including us.

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I gave up coffee and cigarettes
I hate to say it hasn't helped me yet
I thought my problems would just dissipate
And all my pain would be in yesterday

I poured my booze all down the kitchen drain
And watch my bad habits get flushed away
I thought that that would keep my head on straight
And all my pain would be in yesterday

But it's true
I'm still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit
I must quit... you.

I thought that if I didn't go and play
The sadness would get bored and go away
I thought that if I didn't go astray
That all my pain would be in yesterday

I sold my guitar and my piano
I thought that it was these that kept me low
I thought if only I could try and change
That all my pain would be in yesterday

Coffee and Cigarettes by Michelle featherstone

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Thank God it's FRIDAY! Never been happier. It's been a really long week. Teachers saying how badly we did for mid years. The only paper we did well for was international history. But guess what? The papers got lost. I shouldn't say anymore actually since I happen to like this teacher, teacher's nice and probably feels damn bad. BUT! it's a blessing in disguise. Because well we did extremely badly for Southeast Asian history; average was like 5/25. But they're not gonna count that so we have another test on tuesday so that we have a history grade in our report cards. HAVE TO STUDY! So much for taking a break after the PBL. Bleaghh.

So, anyways, going back to school has been fairly smooth actually except for the PBL. Having fun. PE was an absolute torture. I am the most unfit person I know. Even people in other classes are calling my running "Cute". BAD. Since cute means adorable but ugly. OH YES! I FINALLY CUT MY HAIR. But it's still ugly. BUT I cut it.

Have been having girl talks with class mates lately. It's really funny actually. Talking about why sometimes we feel so hot and perspire so much. And it's because we're ovulating. So you can imagine some childless mommy saying. " I feel hot, I think I'm ovulating baby. You think it's time to have the baby we're talking about?"

Ok, kinda not funny. But I'm tired. Physically and mentally. I'm just drained totally. Oh, and I failed math. NOT SURPRISING. But! the lowest in my class is 10. And I'm 50% sure that's me. Since as far as I know, I am the worst in math. So, that kinda sucks. Really sucks.

I can't wait for tomorrow man! It's the Germany vs Portugal match. I'm more excited for this match than the finals. haha. I pray to God that Germany wins. Watching the Germany vs Italy match was crazy. Was so sure it'd go into penalty shootouts and BOOM, the pizza boys just attack like crazy. So much energy. Gosh. Grosso's goal was undoubtedly wow.

So now it's PIZZA VS FRENCH FRIES.

And this may sound a bit hypocritical but I kinda want France to win. Cause well, they didn't cheat their way into the finals. And I'm still very upset over the loss of Germany who I must have been very consistent throughout the whole tournament. And yes! Podolski edges out Ronaldo to win Young player. Thankfully. If C. Ronaldo won, I'll just well do what he does best. CRY.

And besides the World Cup, I'm getting increasingly agitated because of North Korea. I think N. korea is crazy and they're gonna have to stop playing games.

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This has got to be a FUCKING nightmare!

Brazil lost to France. AGAIN!

AT LEAST STUPID ENGLAND'S OUT.

GO, GERMANY! KICK HENRY'S ASS AT THE FINALS!
I AM GONNA BOYCOTT FRENCH FRIES UNTIL THEY LOSE TO GERMANY HOPEFULLY AT THE FINALS. IF IT GOES MY WAY.! ARGHH.
I don't like french fries all that much anyway.
BLEAGH.

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" My life has become a boring pop song, and everyone's singing along"- I'm ready by Jack's Mannequin.

Haha. Love that song. Especially that line. Thought it was quite cool. Anyways, I heard that Jack's Mannequin's Dark Blue on radio. I'm quite surprised actually. I thought 987fm only featured sellout artistes. Oh well, I was wrong.

So anyways, I'm hungry as hell. And bored. Oh and yess, I am happy!! Germany won 4-2 on penalties to Argentina. Damn close match. Especially in the second half. Klose's header. was wow! Haha. Thank god for Germany's goalie, Lehmann is it? Something like that. He's quite a hero eh. Anyways, damn Italians won 3-0. Hoping for a ukrainian win because Italy does not even deserve a damn place in the quarter finals. So today Brazil's playing France, and as much as I want Brazil to win, I would like Zidane to score a goal. He's going to retire, why not let him retire with memories of scoring against Brazil yea? BUT! I would definitely want Brazil to go through to the semis. Hopefully history does not repeat itself. And I have this damn annoying feeling, that England's gonna win. Arghh and my instincts hardly fail me. Haha. But without all the portugese star players, England's gonna have a definite advantage.

Cross your fingers!

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