Ok, I start school tomorrow and I kinda don't feel it but what the hell right. It's a totally new school with new people. I think I am going to be a freaking loner. You know as I grew up living in Singapore and all, I always thought that everyone's first language was english with the exception of senior citizens. And then in secondary school, I realised that was not true. Everytime in buses, I hear them talking in chinese and malay and all. At first, I was disgusted. I know it's rude but I was not used to it. And then later I thought that I would have been screwed if I had gone and enrolled into a neighbourhood school. Don't get me wrong, there's nothing wrong with neighbourhood schools but I don't think I would have survived. That was what I thought 2 yrs ago.

And tomorrow, I would be going off to Innova Junior College. I guess you could say that most people from neighbourhood schools would be attending the JC. And I really don't mind. I just don't want to get left out because I can't speak tamil. I also freaking do not know how to make friends. Because in IJ, somehow it's always ok, because you're familiar and you can talk to anyone there. Not so sure about Innova though. I cannot stand people talk singlish excessively. So hope I'll adjust. Argh. I am so freaking worried. It's a totally new environment and I absolutely learn how to be nice and not discriminate. Bleagh. whatever. I think this post has pretty much been rubbish and full of discrimination agaist neighbourhood schools. I hope I haven't insulted anyone though.

Anyways, went to celebrate New year's at some relatives' place. Never seen the before, well at l east not that I can remember. But they were nice, I was also kind of sociable. Playing with the kids, especially one called aloysius. Damn cute! The g irls and I were like sitting in a row and my uncle was like pick a girl that you liked. He's six by the way. And he picked one, then he kept changing his mind. So cute. He kept playing with us. really sociable kid. No one around my age though. So I just continued playing with the kids. But the adults and all were sociable. I just introduced myself and everything. Overall it was ok.

Oh yea, I think if I were to like someone, my sister wouoldn't believe me. She seems to think that I'd stay single for life. Oh, I found out what kinda guys I like. I like guys which no other gi rl would like. maybe that's why I hate hot people. I prefer not so good looking ones with the exception of Chad Michael murray of course. He is just plain annoying. Bleagh.

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