Sigh. Just read the papers. Brokeback Mountain is rated R 21. I am actually not surprised. The disappointment was inevitable I guess. I wished it was like M18 with cuts maybe without the nudity? Oh well. Bleagh. But whatever. I may still get to watch it though... hopefully. (:

Anyways, I am so happy. I've like got the album, Plans by Death Cab for Cutie. Im so happy. And it's really good! Like wow! Yeah, was listening to it the whole of last night! Yep. It's so amazingly great! Everyone should like listen to it! Ahhh. If anyone's interested, please do tag me. I'll burn a copy for you! Or just buy it... somewhere. They have like a couple of stores here which sells the album. Yep.

Ok, right now. I am listening to CLIFF BURTON'S BASS SOLO. It's like amazingly, absolutely wow! He's like a freaking bass god. Why did he have to die. Bleagh. I really want to learn the bass, along with drums and life every other instrument that exists. Haha. I am crazy. It is humanly impossible. But I can still dream. However I am still very serious about taking guitar lessons. Can be like a 10 week thing maybe starting after the 'O' Level results are out and all. I am quite excited. I am taking action to actually do something that I have been dreaming about for like 2/3 damn years. I know a few chords here and there though. AND I accidentally figured out how to play like the intro of Green Day's Wake Me Up when September Ends. Well like 1/5 of the intro. The rhythm is always changing key, it's almost like chromatic but I can't figure out how to do it on the guitar... YET. Haha.

Nevermind, I will be able to do it sooner... or later. But still, I will be able to play a cool song. (:

Yay. I feel so positive. I am a positive person. Haha. Ok I am scaring myself now. But this newfound confidence is quite exciting. I hope it doesn't disappear after the O level results come out though. It's in like... 2 weeks time! Anyways, was talking to my friend. And I decided if I somehow against all odds do extremely well, you know like 8 points and below. I'd consider studying in New Zealand and it's not so stressfull and all! BUT, the chances of me getting 8 points and below are very slim. Bleagh. The probability is like 0.01%. But I like thinking about the 'What If's' you know. Also known as daydreaming.

Also, I am more positive now because school is getting better. My social circle is bigger now. I have more than 2 friends. I also have friends from like other classes and all. So yea, it's all good. I am actually kind of excited about Valentine's Day or Friendship Day. That's what they call it at Innova. So, for Valentine's day, we are supposed to do some kind of fundraising thing for some association. It's for a good cause basically. And we have thought of a couple of ideas. All pretty exciting. Like baking cookies in someone's house. I like the whole selling part though. Basically I can't wait for Valentine's Day. Yep. Not for the whole love thing. But you know, giving gifts to like friends and all. Exciting shit. Lol.

I feel happy. Heh.

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