Argh. My freaking phone is possessed! I feel like dying now! Damn, this sucks! I can't read messages at all because the screen is like a blank. I only can recieve calls. This possession of my phone started on Saturday, but it went back to normal on Sunday morning then went back to being possessed on Sunday night and has been the same ever since.

This sucks! I can't read my messages! What if there's something important?! Don't think so but damn. I keep seeing the message icon on the front screen and I feel so damn helpless! Argh. Frustration. Anyways MrMahmood called me just now( he's my form teacher at Innova JC) and asked if I was staying at IJC. I said no, and he asked me for reasons for why I ain't staying. I figured then that it was just another ploy for them to convince us to stay. You know, like teachers actually bother to call up-- Caring teachers? Haha. I don't know. But I convinced him, I wouldn't be right for Innova and he hung up. I don't even think he likes Innova all that much. I mean during civics lessons, he 's always dissing the material that the school gives him. It's so damn propaganda-ish. Seriously! But whatever.

I am so worried about my phone. Bleagh. It's only 2 months old. I should have just bought nokia phone. Damn LG. They're only good for washing machines and dryers. I make bad judgements! My dad told me to just stick to a nokia. But I wanted something different; I wanted to be different. And look how everything turned out. Argh. Ok I have to chill. There's still a slight slim chance that it may return back to normal! Until then, I am just gonna continue praying to God.
Oh damn, what has become of me? I am now praying to God about something so materialistic. Shit. But I guess handphone's kind of a neccesity now right? I cannot imagine myself without handphone! Sometimes I can though, like when my mom keeps calling me if I am not back home. But other than that, a handphone is really a neccesity!

My dad just came in and said that he's gonna follow me to SAJC to appeal once the postings are out. I still don't think I can get in though. But this is the first time, my dad is so involved in my life! He's smiling more ((: and yea we talk more! I feel everything is going to be better now because I did good and he is satisfied. Come to think about it, the thing that got us off-track was my PSLE results. Disappointment. After that we just... disconnected.(?) Sigh. But everything's better for now, until I tell him about my handphone. He's gonna be so damn pissed. 298 bucks! Sigh. Hopefully it will work by tomorrow.

Tomorrow's Valentines' day. No date but I've got dateS. Haha. With friends. Can't wait!

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