Sigh. Results are out on friday. 4 days time. Damn it. I am so scared. My dad is quite confident I think. He is sure that I'll make it into a JC. But what if I don't? Damn. I hate this. I just want to get it over and done with it. I am so scared

The other day, saturday I dreamt that I had freaking 26 points! What the hell. The disappointment on my parents' faces was like... omg. And this dream felt so damn real! When I woke up, I was so freaking relieved then said a quick prayer to thank God that it was a dream. Next morning, I started crying when both my parents started talking about the results. Both thought I was mad obviously. But yea, I was so scared! I hate freaking nightmares. I hate sleeping!

I don't think I will be able to get SAJC but whatever. I think any JC should be fine. But I won't be able to school with Keisha then. Bleagh. However, I am okay with Innova if I get 15 points and above. My mom's pretty impressed with the school after the parents' session and everything. So yea. I mean the teachers are great. My class is great and all. I wouldn't mind staying there. I just don't want to go through orientataion. Maybe I'll be the OGL. Would be fun.

Haha. Bleagh. That's if I stay.

Damn. I am so scared. 26 points. Scary dream man. Will never forget that one and... the dog one.Ever since the dog nightmare, scary dogs have been appearing everywhere! The next day was an article on the front page. About dogs. Headline was 'Cute but DEADLY'. Freaky shit man. Then today, was watching the face transplant news conference and they said about how her face was destroyed. Yep. Dog ripped off her face. Well part of it. Don't know the whole story. Apparently she was sleeping, dog trying to wake her up so maybe there's a chance that it was to wake her up to warn her of something. BUT it still did rip off half her face.

Dogs are so scary!

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