I've finally gotten myself a new keyboard. Yep, no more spelling mistakes, no more weird awkward spaces and of course no more BRACKETS at inappropriate places. AND! my new keyboard is supposedly 'water proof' design. So, I guess that's kinda good? But, I've gotten used to hesitating before I type the letter 'C'. And, my new keyboard's somehow softer so yeah, it's like got no sound and all which is good! Haha, I absolutely love my brand new keyboard.

So, anyways today I realised that somehow I fail in whatever I do. I just felt it. We had this history debate in school today and I prepared for it although not as much as I should have and i totally screwed up. I was so damn embarrassed of myself... it was horrible, the humiliation and all. I was so freaking demoralised. It's like somehow I felt that I would just fail in whatever I do. But then maybe, it's because I don't really put in effort. But then, I'm like justifying my failure. BLEAGH. This sucks. History... So anyways, today I kind of figured out why I feel uncomfortable talking to some people in my class. It's because I think I am not as cool or as funny as them. Like seriously what the hell. I thought I didn't care but like argh. Was so disappointed in myself. Immense disappointment. Then on the way home was like thinking about whether or not I've changed. I don't think I have but then... maybe I am.

Anyways, on to the brighter side of things. Today had a history test. Don't know how I did but I think definitely better than the Southeast Asian test even though I hardly studied. I wrote alot more but still not enough. But gradual improvement eh? So after that, walking around the school, tried to find the tennis court to watch the tennis match between SA and CJ and we did find the tennis court. So anyways, SA won. BLEAGH. Saw their short skirts and was thinking about what Brother Paul was thinking about their skirts. lol. I think the girls probably saw our skirts and like wanted to burst out laughing! After that, because we were so damnn hot, we decided to go for an ice cream ( Me, XuanTing and Sze Ming) So we went to Island Creamery for ice cream! And I would totally put the picture here but... something's kinda screwed. OH well, would put it another time! Had lots of fun! Lol. Shared a 500ml tub among 4 people as Jessica joined us after that. It was super duper nice! It's called ReversO! ((: Loved it!

Anyways, tomorrow's sports carnival. Hope I'll have fun!((:

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