The week is finally over! OH gosh! This has been the most tiring/stressful week ever! Bleaghh. I finally completed my history research assignment... on time. ((: Had to stay up late though, mom wasn't too happy. lol. OH YES! I realised that when I stay up late, I don't sleep in school. I sleep like crazy in the bus, head rolling all over but I don't sleep in school! BUT! I end being tired the day after that. Really sleepy and all. Haha. Am I talking rubbish here?

Anyways, had a math test. I did extremely badly. Actually it's as good as handing in a blank paper. I really need math tuition as soon as possible. I'm arranging for math tuition with Angelina's mom, but nothing has been confirmed probably because I've been so damn busy what with Project Work, history and Econs and Math tests. Bleagh. Oh! I studied for econs test... well kinda and the data response question was damnn hard. Bleagh. BUT at least, the essay was alright I guess.

Anyways, besides the overwhelming load of assignments, had loads of fun actually. On wednesday, after interact, went to eat at Mad Jack's for the first time. For me at least. The place was super empty but the food was good ((: All worth it. but it eventually led to my current state of bankruptcy. My dream of saving up for an iPod is probably... gonna remain a dream that will never come true. Actually I think the reason why I am online basically 24 hours is to listen to music. THEREFORE, if I have an iPod, I wouldn't be online as much maybe? Haha. Oh well, except for downloading stuff.

Oh! Speaking of which! Just caught the last episode of Prison break. Was damn good but I guess I have to wait till bloody September to find out if they get caught. Haha. They actually execute the escape but then the plane they're supposed to get on leaves and they're basically out there in the open with like police cars surrounding and they end it. Like WHAT THE HELL! Bleagh. oh well. So now I've got nothing to watch so I guess I'll continue watching Lost. haha.

Oh yes! Both my sister didn't do very well for their exams and I really don't know what to do. I somehow feel responsible for their underperformance. Not sure why. Maybe it's the whole elder sister thing going on. Bleagh. My sister who got an A* for math PSLE last year failed her math this year. Like wth! I was really angry and again guilty because I didn't really help her much due to my workload or just plain laziness. So therefore, I've promised her that I'd help her with whatever I can. Until then, I can only imagine how my parents would react to her results. I hope they don't think it's because of this new freedom they've given them ever since I entered the JC. Don't know what the connection is there. Bleagh. Their results have given me extra motivation to study harder for my mid-years. I don't know how I'm gonna do though. GP is next week. My GP isn't very fantastic. I'm still struggling with staying awake during compres and all. Bleagh. I want to do well! Really. I get really worried though. But my friends in class give me extra motivation though. They're super duper hardworking! So I guess I have to be too. Well, I'm gonna start my intense revision starting tomorrow. I guess I'd have to start with tamil. Got huge loads of tamil homework. Bleagh. And yes, I screwed up my tamil oral... really badly. My teacher laughed at me. And it's not a good kind of laughter. BLEAGH.

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