HELLO. LONG TIME NO SEE EH?
Probably because of project work and all.
And, I've been watching alot of foreign dramas.
But it's more than enough to keep me busy the whole day.
I have been bored so just watch these dramas and all.

Anyways, Project Work is finally over! I wasn't as scared but this was probably because I prayed a lot before the presentation. And guess who was there as my audience during the presentation. The guy whom I dislike ALOT. Also known as Chokalingam. Heh. Our nickname for him.

Anyways, on the PW day especially after that, I fell sick. Terrible headache and flu and all. Bleaghh. Terrible. But thankfully the Influenza jab I took didn't really affect as much. Talking about influenza, I'm QUITE EXCITED ABOUT GOING TO BATAM. My first overseas trips without parents and all if you exclude Malaysia that is. Yepp. Leaving on the 20th of this month. WHICH IS ONE WEEK BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY. That was a hint by the way. Heh.

Okay, so I've been watching these Korean/Taiwanese romantic comedy dramas lately to basically pass time where I've to wait for the next episode of Prison Break and Dexter and all. And... after watching these dramas, I seriously long to fall in love. Somehow after watching these Asian dramas, you just want to fall in love heh. No matter whether it's one-sided or not. lol. I reckon it must be a wonderful feeling. But then after watching American shows like One Tree Hill and other teen soaps and all, you start to think otherwise. Haha. I've never been in love so I wouldn't know eh. So therfore, I've decided to boycott the second season of OTH which is currently showing on Star World because of Nathan And Haley's terrible relationship. And that takes alot of effort because I hate to watch something and stop in the middle of it. So then, I can still convince myself, that love is cool. Heh.

Lately I've been thinking and all about this thing called love. And I realise, I have to be a bit more passionate about life and all. I realised I am quite empty you know. I am not passionate about anything. I mean people are passionate about sports like soccer, or you know other stuff... guitar, piano etc. I used to be rather passionate about piano. But after resuming piano lessons, it doesn't seem to be my thing. I want to be passionate about something or someone. Preferably the former. Knowing me and my stone heart, I am not bound to like anyone soon. I hope I won't end up being a spinster for life. That would be just totally horrible. Gosh. I don't even want to think about it.

I am really envious of all those couples in school and everywhere else. Being in love I guess. It sounds nice ESPECIALLY after watching dramas.

heh.

I should stop watching so many dramas. However, I realised that the people in the dramas they fall in love AFTER living together, or after some arranged or contract marriage. Lol. So, I'm thinking. Arranged Marriage ain't that bad after all. Of course, I wouldn't mind if he's quite tall and well... a prince maybe?

Heh. DREAM. Until then, God, I pray that I want to feel excited about something.

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