My father's off to India alone to visit his sick father and also to visit people that need to be visited. He's off for a week. My father's never been away this long so I'm not exactly sure of how to feel. Before he actually left, I thought maybe I'd miss him quite a bit and all that. And this would show some signs of a good relationship between me and my father somehow. And well, yeah I do miss him a bit. But, it's really really hard to express that. When he calls home and I happen to pick up the phone, I give him all these monotonous short answers and I'm really scared that he thinks I don't care. And then I pass over the phone to my mom and I regret not giving monosylabic answers... if there's such a word. Heh.

Sigh. I wish it was so much easier.

Anyways, Miss Clarissa Cross scared the shit out of me so much that I am actually gonna try and study. Must study. Nevertheless, thanks for the scare... and the motivation. Kinda worked ((:

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