You Have My Attention.


Bleaghh. This blog is close to being dead. Have to resuscitate all and hence I'm here. The oppurtunity cost of blogging is of course doing studying for my history SBQ test tomorrow. I don't know if I phrased that right.

Anyways, have had a pretty bad start to the week. Firstly, the death of a family member. It was rather depressing seeing how she was so cheery but ended up doing a stupid thing. Sigh. But this has thought me to be more aware of the people around me, to detect any problems. So please, anyone who has problems or what, talk to someone, anyone.

My whole family is still at shock over this tragedy and don't think we'll ever be able to get over it. Goes to show how much the family suffers.

Anyways, this freaking morning, me and my sisters got freaking screamed at on the bus by some absolute stranger.
Literally screaming.
Scared the freaking shit out of us I tell you.
I have never ever been scolded like that in my entire life.
Thank God, CJ's only one bus stop away.
God, I seriously start shaking everytime I think about it.
Bleaghhh.

Valentines' Day is tomorrow eh! Reminds me of my very depressing lack of a love life.
But nevermind, single is good.
Enjoy the single days.!
Hopefully, I won't be enjoying these days for the rest of my life.
But V-day is also a good day to spend with friends so not so bad.
The exchanging of cookies, chocolates etc.
All so fun.
But of course, it'd be nice to have some sort of surprise on V-day.
Haha.
Dream.

But but but but... I'm not desperate.
Just that this year, there're so many damn couples within CJ itself, it's kinda hard not to notice that having that special someone is actually quite special.
I don't think I am making sense.

My sister told me that if I continue to look like a horse/bird/ God knows what other animal AND continue to act retarded and supposedly immature(?!?!?!), I will remain single for the rest of my life.
Plus the fact that I'm Indian supposedly makes me more undesirable...

ACCORDING TO MY SISTER AH. She is this super anti-Indian kid.

Obviously, she's never looked at the mirror before. Haha. Retarded kid.

Oh! And I realised that I like CJ and my class the oh-so-wonderful 2T04 a lot a lot better this year. Like a lot better. Maybe it's because of the classroom... maybe not. haha.
Nevertheless, I'm happy knowing I'm in a class like 2T04.

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